DownToEarth !

IM BACKKKKK ! ;DDDD

2010-10-21T07:15:00.000-07:00

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WHERRRRRZAAPPPPPPP !!

omg i know my blog is sooo damn bloody effing DEADD . hahahs

my fault . duhh

veryy bsy with my life (:

plus i was VERRY VERYYY lazy to blog .

hahs

soo the hols are coming , infact , next thurs . 281010 . hees

thann , i promise i'll try MY BEST to update regularly =P

okayy ,

IM NO LONGER WITH SIDDIQ !

yessah !

hahahs

idc what he or you think abt me now .
its my life anyway .

he suck , dats for sure (:

i was soo tempted for us to break , and atlast we did .

a dog like him doesnt deserve me .

" da pakai , buang "

look who's talking .

if only you treated me with a lil respect , things would probably be diff .

im not saying you didnt respect me like you say things abt me n stuff like dat .

its diff .

yknow , like the respect , respect .

oh well .
being so kind enough . i actually wanted to break with him a long time ago .
but thinking for him , i didnt .
den you broke with me .
awesomee (:
tc , dog .

things have been ALOT more better , being single (:

and im lovin it .

trying my best not to fall head over heels over other guys too soon .

people have also asked whether i regretted leaving sabran and stuff .

well , i do .

hey , dont blame me .

long story (:

only certain people understand .

yes , i do missed the way he treats me and the feeling of being loved dearly .
no one has ever made me feel as though an important part of their life .
he did .
i den realise how stupid for me to leave him .
all bcos of thet stupidd effing dog .
i didnt want to get my heart broken but than it ended up me broking his

but things change .

look , people make mistakes .

ive made mine .

ofcourse theres regrettions and stuffs like dat , but we gotta except things .

things which are ment to be ..

hold up , i dun even noe what im saying ryte now .

hmm .

soo things have been freakingly awesome omgeezx-ly idunowat .

HAHAH HANEY ! im like rushing . i wanna type everything at once but obviously i cant . hahahs . now im typin shitz out . haha . okay , chillllll ~

lets talk about my exam first . im just gonna sum everything up in 2 words :
IT SUCKED .

yeahhs . irritating . gues i didn't do well for it .
or mayb i did .
haiyaaaaaa .
im just hoping i'll be able to make it to 3NA next year .
and i noe i will (:

yknow what , lets not talk abt it .
i got my results alrd .
i passed all except for maths-.- , geo n Dnt .
arhhh tis 3 subjct can gth uhs .
heees `

soo , last fri and sat were awesomee ((:
went to tiffy's chalet on fri .
was very close with the guys -

alvin , redza , xavier , min , bernard , hamizan , zi hao , kai xin ,and others laa .

FUN LIKE OHHMEEGAWDD :D
hahahs .
i love them (:
hopefully we'll get in the same class next year .
the guys went swimming .
i was with fie , sab and grace .
taking pictures (:
i'll be uploading the pictures on fb , soon . real soon .

den on sat , watched Child's Eye 3D . with Fie , Bernard , Alvin and Redza .
i looove that day ♥

redza soo bustard =P

we sat ;

redza ; me ; fie ; alvin ; bernard .

at first i tot bernard wanted to sit with fie . den never .

i can say that we 5 poeple were veryyyyyy noisyy ._.

hahahs ! especially red .

alvin changed places w red .

bcos he was scared . haha !

i was shouting the whole time seyh .

scary seyh ! very the shocking .

alvin was alrd covering his face with popcorn .

he made me laugh !

den still can talk abt ong leong -.-

hahah funnehh !

den when he laugh , i laugh moree .

hahahahha cute .

" i got weak heart " (:

nyahahah .

den redza talk sooooo LOUDLY .

he was disturbing fie the whole time .

fie was alrd laughing2 :D

den bernard at some point , emo , if not he also disturb fie .

he actually wanted change seats with redza , but red dunwan . nyahaha !

we had lottsaaaaa funnn :DD

soo now , i duno what to sayy ready .

i dint come to schl today .

had to go for check up .

im like now soo addicted to oreo .

bcos of red , alvin n berd -.-

everthing all oreo . hahah

chicken cross the road die - redza =P

i oso want change my fb name uh ;

Haney EatOreo :D

cheyyyy . hahah .

dunwan lurh .

haneyanshia (:

i fought with danny ( my bro ) just now , bcos of oreo -.-

nyeheheeh

hmm hmm hmm .

Danny wanted his hair to be like JBieber's .

he took my hair straightener , cos he want straighten his hair -.-

funny thing ,

after plugging in the thing and when he turned it on ,

the thing blew up den my hse black out .

hahaha .

whole hse soo chaotic ,

just bcos danial want to get hes hair straighten =P

TEEEEHEE .

so currently , im otp with sabb ~

while fbing .

hahah .

im going to meet hamizan this weekend .

he teaching me play guitar !

weeeee ~

JBieber ♥

hehehe . ilovehimsooodanmbloodymuchtillidunnowhattosayready (:

i named Someone ' vampire '

bcos hes like one ((:

k lahhahh , out of words .

chiao ~

maybe falling for someone now isnt really that bad (:

i love that ' Vampire ' ((:

i want you , soo bad ♥

S I D D I Q < 3

2010-07-10T09:28:00.000-07:00

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hi . ill make it quick . haha . i got nuttin to say , actually . i cut my fringe -.- . hahaha . k whateva . OH wait , ILOVEMYBOIFREN. hahaha . i'll post a proper one in the next post . hehhs .

sick + lazy + sad + pissed + cold + irritated + verry verry cold + idunnowhatelsetosay = i dunwan post long long .

hahah . k da uh .

au'revoir

ilovesiddiq(((:

2010-06-20T09:01:00.000-07:00

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: /

is my past really tryinna haunt me backk ?

i dunoo . but if you ask me , its freaky much . freaky , as in weird .

this never happened before .

dreaming the same dream over n over again EVERYTIME i go to sleep .

i thought everything that happened before stays as before . and that it wont bother me much in the future . but ever since dat day when my mom mention to me , abt you , again , it started . i have this dreams bout you . i would be more than happy if those dreams came abt last time , but not now . and when i woke up that night , i started to cry . i seriously have noo idea whyy i would . at first i tot it was nuttin .. but i kept dreaming the same dream everytime i tend to fall asleep , be it day or night . and everytime when i wake up , i'll cry . .

how i wish i had never met you and dat you never came abt in my life . yes i'll admit , i do miss you sumtimes and freak out when you talked to me . cmon , pleasee ? just go awayy . go awayy from my life . i dun wanna waste these tears on you again . atleast not anymore . im tired of everything . so please .. it wasnt easy for me to go to sleep now . or i would just force myself not to sleep . im just scared . i dunwan to be crying all night , bcos of this . and it makes me miss you even more . i dun wan to be thinking of you again . i dun even wanna noe anythin abt you . yknow , everytime , when i hear your name or see things that reminds me of you , i tend to have flashbacks , which reminds me of what use to be . i dunwan dat anymore . like sumtimes , i find myself veryy weird . is there somthing wrong with me ? pfft . i wann these dreams to stop . but it just wouldnt . its like every night , without fail , you always appear . same words you say , same place , everything . urghhh ! just stop ! ....

so yeah , im scared . i dun wanna fall asleep .. but i'll do . seriously i just | i'll stop here . i dun feel like talking further . leave me alone . all of you .

erwyniswanmalcolmchrisjustinbieberloganlermannevershoutnever~ :D

2010-06-12T08:16:00.000-07:00

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~♫ you dun even noe how very special you are ... you leave me breathless , youre everything good in my life , you leave me breathless , i still cant believe that youre mine . you just walk out of one of my dreams . so beautiful youre leavin me .. breathless ..

☮whaaaaazzzzuuupppp !!!

hehehe .

sry fer not updating .

lazzzzzyyyy !

so , last Mon till Wed , had chalet .

hrmm .. kindaa boring .

HAHA .

all i did was , take pictures of mua self !

whahahhaha ! xD

i didnt when swimming . coz i dunwan to get darker . NYAHAHA .

den hen out w Sab n her cuzz .

soo main thing , its just boring . hehehe

btw , i kinda miss karlynn and erwyn )):

hahah !

i was looking thru my baby pics . den i saw this pic of me and erwyn when we were 1 .

hhahah . sooo cute .

we were like hugging each other .

yay ! we loove JB .

dah cute ehk , with your skater hat and board .

oh , i saw thw vid of you n karlynn singing and playin the guitar ,

awesommmeeee much !

WE'LL SEE EACH OTHER ON MY BDAE AYEE !

JUST LIKE LAST YEAR . YAYY

so for the past few days , i have been goin back to schl -.-

choir uhhs . pfft .

i lost my voice ready . aweesomee .

but but , the only fun part was when i saw malcolm n chris ! TEEHEE !

seriously , i dunno whyy .

but i use to a ' thing ' for certain chinese guys . I DUNNO WHY . and gays too :O

hahahaha .

dey are just cutee larhs .

hahahahs .

so when we had combine , malcolm was standing infront of me .

and chris was standing behind me .

i cant concentrate to what i was singing . besides , the songs suck anyways =P

hhehhee .

den i told sabrina abt malcolm first .

she was like ; Malcolm ?! yang CO nyer chairman ? eh cutee sia dier

HAHAHS !

cnt ! i chop / chope ( kay i dunno larh ) first ! whahah !

roxanne oso say malcolm soo cute .

wheeehee .

dden chris was dancing for the hip hop thingy thing .

den dere was this part when he dance solo .

fuhhhhh .. hawtt . whahahaha !

the song he was dancing to was damn damn niceeeee((:

heheh .

i love guys to can dance , sing , skate , and has good taste in fashion ...

just like :

JUSTINBIEBER !

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i loooooooooovvvvveeeeeeeeeeee this guyyyyyyyyy ! damnx

den mr toh say i have to cut my frindge .

bangs .

I DUNWAN .

but must .

coz my frindge too long .

haiyoooooo .

scraaaaaaaaaaammm you mr toh !

but lucky you cute .

WTH ! hahaha !

i still can remember , you picking on me almost on every choir prac .

haris said you likee me .

bluekkk .

and you called me darling ! how could you !

i do hate you sumhow .

but your just cute .

andand ! , i love how you dress ^^

HAHAH ! HANEY GILERRR !

den after choir today , went to have lunch w sabb n cassandraa .

denden ,

im suppose to buy ☮ necklace .

went to diva .

carik peyh carik last last ader ..

but the ☮ damn small -.- plus not nice . $10 summore !

oh cmon !

den atlast we bought this necklace .

it a heart . broken into 2 .

so that i can have one . sabb oso .

and its PINK N PURPLE .

goooo piiiinkkkk !

sab loves purple .

HAHAHAHA !

den bought it .

then in the middle ,

it says ,

best friends

awwhh ..

HAHAHAHHAHAA !

crazyy uhh mee ..

eh i want orange juice laa !

and justin bieber !

whahaha !

k laaaa .

i talk too much .

byee laaaa (:

♥♥ when will i ever see you again ? ..

NeverSayNever ((:

2010-06-03T08:02:00.000-07:00

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~ ♫ i threw all of your stuff away , den i cleared you right of my head . i tear you out of my heart , and ignore all your msgs . i tell everyone we got thru . coz im soo much better without you . but its just another preety lie coz i break down everytime you come around ~

may ☮ be upon some of you . lols .

hahahs .

today was sooo soooo veryy boring -.-

i did nuttin for the whole day .

kay wait , i did .

DID CHORES .

urghh ...

had to clean up my wordrope .

my clothes are like all over the place .

lecehhhh laaa .

soo much clothes , but still , i'll always say :

I HAVE NUTTIN TO WEAR !

hahahaha !

yeahhhs .

andandand ;

JUSTINBIEBER SOO HAWT !

woahhh .. my boii ♥

whahahah !

soo after did chores , went down stairs to accompany ~~danial~~ adryan play his skateboard .

k wait , to prevent confusion ,

i'll call Danial Shahrizal ( budak ex-prss ) : Danial .

den i'll call Danial Adryan ( my brothaa ) : Adryan .

yay .

den brought jazlynn to the playground .

my mom told me to ask sab whether she can follow ,

den cnt . gi ngaji ehhhhkk ;D

haha .

denden ,

jazlynn fell .

had to carry her home all the way .

den i wiped her wound , changed her and stuff .

wahh , penatt !

hahahs .

so here i am now , updating .

hahaha .

EH SERIOUSLY LAA ! JUSTIN SOO HAWTTTTT !

hahah kk random ~

but hes just soo .. URGH ! EFFIN CUTE !

hahahas

k stop it larh haneyyyy !

today , i shiok sendiri alotttt of times .

hahaha .

i was bored , so what .

hehehe .

eh , im suppose to watch the Last Song but till now havent watch !

@#$%^&*( !

hahahah .

nvrm nvrm .

I WANN WATCH KARATE KID ;D

DANIAL NAK BLANJEE KAN ?

huahuahua !

oh and fyi :

justin soo effinhawtcuteadorable ;3

HAHAHAHHA .

layan kan me jee C;

so yahhh .

till here den .

au'revoir((:

i want cookies n cream icey , banana crumble / nut crunch cereal and orange juicee !

* ~ *

♥♥ you reminded me of what use to be .. : /

boredd lahh ~

2010-06-02T08:58:00.000-07:00

unique.wierdo

Justin Bieber : Haney , i love you .. i finally found you .. gosh , ur dazzling eyes .. ur beautiful . i love you .
Me : awwh .. i love you too .. i'd -..
Justin Bieber : hush ... * puts his finger's on my lips * you talk too much , you noe . anyway , ive been thinking ... erm ... would you be mine ... ? (:
Me : * OMG OMG * erm .... ((((:
~ got closer and closer .. he held my waist .. we closed eyes ......... ~
" HANEYYY ! BANGUN ! DA KUL BRAPE NIHH ?!! ANAK DA-RE PEMALAS ! "

WAAAAHHHHH ! ALLLLLAAAAAA ! NENEK NIHH ! KACAU LAAAAA ! )))))))))))))))))))''''::

yess , hellloo ☮.

so i woke up this morning , feeling damn pissed off -.-

whyy cant i just finish the dreammmm ! )):

sadded sia my life )':

OH JUSTIN , IF ONLY YOU WERE MINE ....

kay nvrm nvrm .

so basicly , i did nuttin today .

hahahs

boring lurhs .

so nuttin much to write actually .

Danial and Alfee called . so otp w em .

Luqman texted the whole day .

den now chatting w Syafiq .

he wants to send me ice cream again !

NOO !

-.-

if he cmes to my house , i'lll ........ nvrm .

grrr .

hahahha .

okayy .

i dunno what to write ready .

HAHAHHAHA !

i noe , crazy lurh me .

haney haney , apee nak jadi .

da lah justin kau tak dpt ...

huakkkk !

kkkkkkkkk , i shant talk much .

i wanna sleep ~

its 12 sharp . hahaaha .

niteenitee .

* oh pleasee pleaseeee pleaseeee continue thaa dream ! : / *

' ♫ you see , love at first is summertime . thats when you think that everythin's fine . no one ever thinks its gonna end . but when thinks go wrong and winter comes , youre gonna need to run to sumone . left alone you'll just freeze up again . But you should noe , when it gets to cold , youre not alone ... i'll melt the snow .... '

♥♥ ps . i miss those times ... : /

sorry ..

2010-05-30T07:19:00.000-07:00

unique.wierdo

* breathes * hello blog . i need time . i guess , i also have my mistakes made . and dere for , im sorry for everythin said and done . hrmmm ...

i just looove colours . makes me feel soo .... Happy (:

this picture calms me . feel soo , relaxed (:

i wanna go to the beach , again . heheh

<33

how i wish everythin would be like how it use to be ,

but i guess its too late . : /

fuck .

2010-05-28T00:10:00.000-07:00

unique.wierdo

i wanna get things done and over with .

i've been hearing ~~stories~~ rumours .

hahhs .

funny yer ? -.-

2 words ,

FUCK OFF .

i believe in karma .

what goes arnd , comes arnd .

and you fucking people never heard of dat before ?

hrmm ..

seriously arh ,

whoeva , started it , congratulations to you (:

just becos , whatever you see , you think its the truth .

just becos , i dun spend my time with sabran , you think we're not together .

just becos , i am currently close with syafiq , you think im with him .

you people seriously got nuttin to do eh .

yea , another thing ,

dengar2 aku apee ? scandal ? nahh , for you fcking people : _|_

you dunno nuttin .

soo , sha dup .

I DUN LIKE HIM . IM NOT WITH HIM . WE HAVE NUTTIN BETWEEN US .

clear ? no ? your problem .

its a loong story why im suddenly close and spending my time with him n his friends .

we're just close friends .

dunno the meaning of friends ?

go look up in the dictionary . under the letter ' F ' . 'F'uck you people -.-

lots of people now have an impression of me now .

so what .

like sabrina says :

gi mampos la ngan dorang sume .

i dunneed you people in my life .

so talk uh . spreaaad .

you say i dump him bcos of syafiq ?

wow .

so why not , make everythink a reality ?

you poeple say things which is sooo not true .

yknow , its hurting .

people saying stuff abt you which isnt true .

hah , i gues you dun noe .

wait till its your turn .

i'll be the one laughing my ass off .

i break with him ?

nak sangat pe ?

kay fine .

see , this is what i hate bout relantionships .

cant you people like , mind ur own business ?

diri sendiri tak betol .

jage diri tol2 dulu larh .

please ehk .

soo , gasak k ?

up to you effin people arh .

spread ah spreaddd .

all i noe is , im tellin the truth .

if you dun believe , den deres nuttin i can do .

i have other people hu understands , cares , noes the truth and will always stand by me .

as i said , i dun need you people .

and , im done here .

lets just see what will happen next yeah ?

may god bless all of you bitches n fucking poeple .

asdfghjkl; !

2010-05-01T03:38:00.000-07:00

unique.wierdo

eh ........... Hello .

hahah .

i frigginly LOVEEE peace signs !

ohmyfcukinNotgod , i loooove dem . o.o

OMG . im soo bored .

guess i wont be updating till the end of exams -.-

siannz .

anyway , I WANT / NEED a new shoe !

i cant decide !

converse . vans . converse . vans . converse . vans .

allaaa , slippa better =P

nehhh .

kay , converse .

NO WAIT .

VANS !

urghhh ..

i NOE !

BOTH ^^

yay . im happy . not .

hahahah .

so , went to DownTown just now .

to celebrate uncle's bdae . hahhs .

i swear i was effin bored .

so went home .

hahah .

my days are like gettin borin each day .

haha .

OH OH !

went to sabrina's yesterday night to have dinner ^^

fuhhhh .. sodapp nyerr ! haha

camwhored with her .

HILARIOUS .

hahaha . den , blablabla .. went home .

hahaha ! OMG SYAFIQ , YOURE EFFIN FUNNEYH ! HAHAHAHAH ! BESTBEST .

i cant stop laughing ! hahhahahha ! SABRINA ! LETS GO MEET HIM AGAIN / SOON !

WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA !

k shooshh .

erm .. what to write uhh ...

wait , i think first .

k i dunno .

imisssabransomuch .

imisshiswarmhug .

yessss .

teeeeheee .

ooooohhh .. i want go shopping , again .

i cant enough things .

I HAVE NUTTIN .

no , kidding .

hahaah .

k lurhhss .

seriously nuttin to talk about .

hahhaha .

eh eh eh .. justin soo HAWT .

eeeeeek ! LOGAN ! CHRIS DREW !

hahahaa . lololol .

k da , BYEEE .

Happi 1st , Bby (:

2010-04-29T02:11:00.000-07:00

unique.wierdo

HAHAH ! OMG SRY LAHHH !

hello , people . whaha .

KAY KAY I NOE ITS KINDAA DEAD . really dead actually .

hahahah !

thats bcoz , im lazy . plus no mood to blog .

ANDDD ... im only allowed to use the comp 1 HOUR onleyyy , during week days . SHEEESH .

Niwae ,

TODAY ! yes TODAY ! , is MUA 1ST ANNI WITH MUA SAYAAANG . ( not forgetting mly exam )

YES ! WOOOOO ~

syg , lets last soo very loong if possible ! hahaha ! sry if i eva hurt you xD UPs n DOWNs . i loove you soo much .

happy 1st month saaayaaaang .

yakdishk ! * SMOOCHES *

(arrr .. kay pain ! damn you bloody ulcer ! :/)

* crowd screaming * , well not literally . my mom n nanny's like , nagging . again . as usual .

pfft .

OH OH ! im moving on)): .... <-- 1 sentence with soo many meanings . yess .

hahah . AND AND ,

- Nur Nadiah , i hate you to the centre of the earths core or whatever shit i forget .

you dun have to check on me everytime ! eeeee dasar BUYERS .

if not skirt , fringe . if not dat , my band . arrrr .. go fly farfarawayy laa .

- Kenneth Yeo , i tot you were okayy at first ... BUT YOU SEEM TO JOIN NADIAH IN SPOT CHECKING MUA .

how could you ask me to cut away my leg band . -.- AND ! OH GOD PLEASEE STOP lecturing .

- Zuariah bte Ahmad ( amek aku , name panjang ) pleeeeeeeeasee stop whatever youre doin .

cikgu da tua , retire sua cikgu . tak payah susah2 nak pekik pekik nak collect saye nyer hw . hari hari cikgu marah saye . tak penat ke ? =P

allah .

got alottttt laaa . but this main 3 human beings ar .. -.-

k , i loooooove mua boifie . hahhahaha .

overall , today was FUNFUNFUN !

except for the part that i had to do malay compo -.-

omg , im soo gona fail malay .

HAHAHA .

luqman , you cant just stop disturbing me ehk ? even during exams ! hahahaha !

beyh min n hadly irritttatiiing =.=

IM ATT LAA OKAYY !

hahahaha .

soo , i'll just be honest .

I DUNNO WHAT TO WRITE READYYY . HAHAHAH .

erm kay laa .

ByeBaiBuaiiBB .

wooo ~ i gues i went in tha wrong toilet huh ? :P

( this was last year's . like seriously . i found it in last year's "Mr Low's" file xD )

yes bby , i loove you (:

SABRANSABRANSABRANSABRAN ~

2010-04-03T03:37:00.000-07:00

unique.wierdo

theres just soo many things in life huh ? challenges that is hard for me to overcome . face it , im not strong enough to face my own fears . i guess , hidding form everything's just wrong . haishhh .. regrettions . pffft . if only i'd known better . but im learning to . and slowly mending things up ... :/

BONJOUR ~

Whahaha ! its been awhile ayee ? yeahh . bsyy + lazyy = never update . =p muahahah !

soo basicly , my days have been verry ... sing - ish ?

nyeheheh .

yeahhs.

THURS :

nuttin much happend .

eng ; dhamnx boring .

i kept singing ' in my head ' with Min . hahah .

got one time , we're like suppose to do sumtink , den we never do .

coz bsy singing .

den mr lim say : if wanna sing , later he'll put us on stage . but now cnt , must do work .

i was like wth . HHAHA . okayy ~

sci ; wahh , kena scolding at lab . hahahah . i was laughing for no reason .

den did practical with patato thingy ~

HAHA

den i duno i duno got whut subject .

dhen HISTORY ! :

laughing like some mad person . HAHAHHA ! mr halim !

ICE KACHANG ! :B

* inside joke with Alvin n Xavier ! *

whahahahahhah .

funnnny ! cant tahann ..

after schl , got choir . sit sit kat canteen . dhen told hamizan to play his Guitar .

dhen he played .

he sang .

dhen we duet fer awhile .

we plan that mayb 1 day , we meet up , he bring his guitar , dhen we'll write songs together . YAY :D

i was hidding from luqman den my leg got hit by sumtink , i forgot whut .

den now blue-black . PAINN !

dhamn you luqman !

hahahaha .

den go choir latee . sengaje . muahah .

wait ... im saying all this till i forget to say sumtnik really important . well , to me atleast . NYAHAH ....

I LOVEE MY BOIFIE !!

SABRAN♥ yawww ~

ehehehe !

HES MINE !

mua propertyyy !

you bitches better STOP whuteva you're doin or plannin to do -.-

touch him , i bitee :3

so , Sabran Bby , je t'aime mon chéri !

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OH YA ! about SHITT-DICK head , ( a new name for him ^^ )

you're soo invited to hell .

see , i was right all along :

another sweet talker .

i love you . i'll do anytink for you . you are the whole world to me-

OH SHA DUP !

let karma do its thing yeahhh ?

:))

i wasted my bloody time , tears n thoughts on you .

seriously , you dont deserve dem (;

so see ya arnd , suckass .

&& regarding the above , the starting sentence , i wont wanna elaborate much ...

i've been kindaa moody lately .. :/

hahah .

so when ' it ' happened , i went home , went to the fridge , took out pieces of watermelon and locked myself in my room .

i was tear-ing up ... while munching the watermelon .

hahah . its like dat usually .

when im sad /depressed , i'll eat watermelon .

atleast it cheers me up , a little .

weird .. i noe .

hahaha .

den i realised , i've finished my watermelon .

so went out to the fridge ,

and took out that thing which holds ice cubes .

brought it to my room , and start crunching the ice cubes .

no watermelon , ice cubes oso can .

den few mins later , heard my mom screaming .

she was mad that the ice cubes was gone . like all of dem .

den kena scolding .

but i wasnt paying much attention to her , due to still thinking of ' that thing ' .

pffffffttt .

den today :

i dreamt dat i was engage to justin bieber . n scandal - ed with logan lerman at the same time .

woshhh ~ awesomeee dream .

BUT THEN ,

i was waken up by the gigglings of danial , myra n alynn .

i screamed . i was like " whut you want ?! whut the hell are you guys doin here ?! "

den dey were like : nuttin ...

so den i woke up , check fone to see whut time .

den i ask dem to move away .

usually , i'll go to the mirror to look at myself n comb my hair .

so when i stood up , i heard danial said : 5...4...3..2..

den when he said 1 , i was looking at my self - and screamed like hell .

they tooked my mom's lipstick ,

and drew on my face ! -.-

WTFH !

then i turn to look at them , they screamed and ran out from my room .

i took my pillow and chased after dem .

HAHA ! PILLOW FIGHT !

den we fell into laughter .

luckily my parents wasnt at home . YAY !

den got change and stuff .

duet loud loud with danial again ,

this time , its better .

coz mum n dad not at home xD

den went to nilul hse .

blabla .

text mua bby .

nyehehe .

keshiaaan dier , penat eh ?

huahua !

soo now im here .

yahh ..

eh , hungry lah . i wanna eat .

yumm yumm .

au ' revoir !

xoxo ~

bluekk

2010-03-27T03:28:00.000-07:00

blahhhh ~

wassup .

i got nuttin much to say .

its kindaa dead . i noe .

lets just say dat , my next post will be VERY interesting .

yeah .

so till here den .

k bye ~

bluekkkk ~

2010-03-17T10:32:00.000-07:00

unique.wierdo

OMG ! HELLO YOU !

hahahahhaah . random laa . duhhhh .

i came back from camp !

woohoo !

im aliveee !

hahahaha !

overall , fun fun fun !

HAHAH !

GABIANS <3

kk whuteva .

oh ya , wont be blogging fer the mean time .

HAHAH

BSY BSY BSY !

oh damn you homeworks ~

HAHAH !

yay ! mission accomplish .

atlast , i made new friends .

hahaha !

eg. Sabran .

hehhhs . and alott more laa .

lazyy type .

so , hello sabran .

lols ?

LOLS .

k laa k laa , im irritated by myself .

ish ish .

BYEBYE PEEPOS ~

* alaa , if got typo error . understand laa urself . lazyy la .

i duno whut to write as the title =P

2010-03-05T03:06:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

Wassuppxz !

i was browsing to my old pics and came across this one .

nyahahah . kay , im friggin bored . dats why im updating . if not later like , soo dead . hehe

so , today :

geography was . . i duno . lol ? yeahhs .

I CANT BELIEVE I FAIL GEOG , AGAIN !

CA1 , my marks was HALF / 10 !

den CA2 , i got 2half / 10 !

wtf !

kay , i SERIOUSLY needa concentrate ! ._.

i was SOOO DAMNx SLEEPY during geo . i kept falling asleep without me noticing it =x

so i slapped myself to keep awake .

unfortunately , mr ng saw . hahah

he was like , haney , you want me to help you ?

den everybody was looking .

hahha . den suddenly , soo fresh .

same like art on weds .

i slapped myself to keep awake .

den mdm maszlita asked why i slapped myself , den i was alredy soo freshed up =P

nyahahaha .

den science , mrs chan told us to go to eco garden take pictures of flowering n non flowering plant .

me , ira sab n ke xin 1 grp .

we didnt take pictures of the plants , but instead we took pics of ourselves . haha

it was funn funn funn !

min , hadly n mizan was disturbing me bout luqman -.-

I DONT LIKE HIM LAAA ! I WAS JOKING ONII ! O_O

hiayaaak .

den after dat took class peekcher ! hahahah

be jealous . coz i have the bestest class anyone can have , while you dont xD

nahz , i was just kidding .

but still ,

2A1 is the best !

bare that in mind =PP

eng ;

YAY ! I PASS !

39/60

hahah .

actually , i was 35 .

but got alott of error , so add marks . teehee .

i was kinda mad at min at first . ishhh , irrit seyh !

den he keep apologising , which was VERYYY irritating oso .

den played this coin game w him .

the head or tail thingy .

i love JB , he love JD (jason derulo)

tanx to him , the song , in my head , is now stuck in my head .

hahaha

den sing sing w him , again .

hahaha ! he told me sumtink ! huahua !

but promised him i wont tell anyone =P

he was still mocking me =.=

den after schl slack at swing area .

w sab n haris n abdul .

and now , im just soooo bored .

heheeh .

tmr goin to schl fer choir prac .

breakfast w roxanne n cassandra again ! nyehehe

i miss him seyh )):

didnt see him after school just now .

mener tah menghilang ~

hehhs .

k wait , he just text !

hahahaah !

kay la .

nuttin much .

so , buhhhbyee !

nyahahah

2010-02-27T03:01:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

BONJOUR !

hahaha . random much ? yes , i loove french .

anyways , its was , ISWAN'S BIRTHDAY yesterday.

happy birthday iswan wu ~ hahah . i seriously miss those times ))):

nvrm nvrm .

bluek , no present fer him =P

hee , still remember seyh , last year , i was otp w him .

he showed me this cat video , awwwwh .

hahaha . den he asked me to get him a kitten just like the one in that vid xD

and he said after getting one , he'll name it , Haney , so dat he'll remeber me xD awwwhhh ):

yeahs , seriously , i missmissmiss you , badly . :/

when will i ever see you again ?

hrmm . .

hahah

its okayy :

LET BYGONES , BE BYGONES .

true ayee ?

hahaha .

so , the night of 25 , which is the day before his bdae .

i tried my best to stay up till 12am .

i was like veryyyyy tired dat day , but nvrm (:

danial was irritating after dat conference we had with syarif . hahaha . FUNNY .

i did whut ira told me to ;

make sure the timing is 11:59:50 , den i sent that bday msg to him .

and i did :D

nyahaha . k , la , enough bout him .

so yesterday , school was finee .

i was pissed + cnt stop laughing after school .

tanx ehk Qamarul ngan Abdul -.-

took my bag till outta schl .

hahaha.

nvrm nvrm.

den went home , saw fai , abdul n hifdzul ( im not sure if dats your name =P )

talked . den plan wanna meet after their whutever programe , den in the end , never .

so went home den went out again to CS with sab .

i bought this necklace with the letter S .

nyahaha.

S stands for S____ .

go gues yourself . hahaha .

at CS , i saw this DAMN VERYYY CUTE SKATER BOI !

seriouslyy hes damn cute !

sab fought with me again , bout the boi . HAH ! I WIN =P

cuteeee sia he !

hahah nvrm nvrm ,

da ader yang punyerr xD

den , went back to schl . at outside oni . coz cnt go in since not wearing schl U .

den see soccer boys . arrifin talked to sab .

i saw S____ . hahhaha . haaaaaaawt !

kk ~

den got home .

den later meeting sab , again , needa pass her , her hse key .

she left it in my bag den forgot to take it back .

hhahaha .

k , i feel like having ice cream now ,

So ,

BYEBYE PEEPOS ~ =P

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeek ! i lovelovelovelovelovelove you too ! muuuuuuuaahhhhsxz ! :x

sorry ayee !

2010-02-17T05:41:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

HELLO HELLO ! i wont be blogging fer this few days due to lazyness . hahah . im also kinda bsy lately . teehee ~ so yeahs ,

BYE BYE n TC ! xD

* yay ! i got over you ! hahah ! im currently loving him now as i noe he loves me too ! better den you , i think . pfft . *

R A N D O M ~ yawnxz *

2010-02-07T01:53:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

HOLA / BONJOUR ! heee .

see the above ? yeah , The Last Song . its a movie , AND IM SOO GONNA WATCH IT !

hahahah ! anyone cares to join me ?

go youtube , see the trailer . nyahahah .

must watch one !

heee .

wahhh , HAWT !

CUTEE ryte ! i know ! xD

new album ^^

my boifwen ! xDD

♥

Nyahahah !

OMG ! IM FREAKKING OBSSESED WITH THIS GUY ! ARRRRR ! ♥

i can go crazy siaa bout him ! ask sab uh xDD

hahahha .

so today , my mom went out with my step dad to celebrate his badae i think . den aunt n granpa went to visit granny again . ): get well soon !

so im home alone with my siblings . gilerr sak they all .

LOL-ing non stop . nyahaha .

they all wanna eat , since no one cooked today.

den i ask ar , whut they all wanna eat . all one diff . den all fight .

in the end i told them , everybody will just have to eat whut I wanna cook .

i told my maid to go out and buy blackpepper chicken ( the insant one ) . since i DUNNO how to cook . nyahaha.

den i jus boil the thing , den end up overcooking it . hahahahs . but still tatse nice , i think .

after dey all eat , dey say they one dessert -.- Tanx ar Dan fer suggesting . -.-

den all go down , buy ice cream with my money -__-

now im like broke . hahahah . nvrm . sayangkan adeq , katekan . HAHA !

i told my mom i wanna learn chinese , but she say learn french or spanish better .

french ?

spanish ?

hard siaa !

Bon Jour , Je M'apelle Haney

Hola , mi nombre es Haney

hrmm . . nvrm nvrm .

currently otp with ira and cahtting with Izza .

hahaha .

i feel like goin out or sumtink . but cnt .

i still havent finish malay HW seyh !

teacher say if one more time i do the same thing again , we all will be sent to the principal . =.=

i dun really like malay .

i cant seem to pay attention during her lesson . lmao .

oh ya , since my blog is PRIVATE , anyone want me to invite anyone , make sure im invited to anyone's private blog oso okayy ! FAIR . hahhs . FYI oni ;D

ever since i upload the class peekchar at my FB . almost the whole class like commenting seyh !

KECOHHHH ~!

hahahah ! alvin say , tmr i go school , confirm , everybody will be asking why i put the class peekchar

at fb . nyahahah ! ehy , i put fer memories laa wookay ! hahahah ! well , some didnt like it .

sorry aye . im 'innocent' ;DD

hehehhe .

yeah , i do miss 1a1 ):

missing those memories .

but i hope 2a1 will bebetter , even though 3 extra people joined our class . heehs .

lets talk random :

yupp , i totally agree with this .

hating people is wayy to easy .but LOVE , it takes courage ;D

this tis whut i call the 3 (L) . nyahahah

my 3(L) :

LIVE : living my life hapily , i gues , dats whut im trying to do . hee

LAUGH : im ALWAYS laughing . yerpp . i LOVE lol-ing . hahaha . xD

LOVE : my love life sucks , yea seriously . i hate it . but i cant stop it from happening . so yea .

i find the above very cute . hahahah !

me me me me me me me i love myself too much !

i wanna try to be different . and not to follow others .

U N I Q U E

nyhahahah .

i hate judgements . yah . i hate it .

i dunno why , but i jux love this quote . hee !

yup , agreed . not gonna be a ~~memory~~

hahahah .

so i needa go change , goin out soon to i duno where . hahah !

ohgawd ! homework still not done !

haiyaaaaaak !

k laa ,

Au Revoir / Adios !

(in french n spanish)

i was like . . . Baby ? lols

2010-02-06T09:01:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

ex 1A1 ! ( 2oo9 ) i miss those moments )): ( to see clearer , press the peekcher )

formal (: can spot me ? muahahah ( kay , i look freaggin diff ) ( to see clearer , press the peekcher )

at hospital =x

bored , den i got nuttin to do . huahua ! xD

OLLEH ! (re-arrange the words =P) k im being lame xD

hahah .

my past few days have been , FUNNY . yeahs .

basicly , i really forgot whutt happened .

hahah .

yesterday , choir's like hell sia !

i hate the NEW choir . i hate the instructor , ishh .

went home at 6 .

waited fer arrifin , since he wanted to talk to me bout sab .

nyahahah !

* sab skarang da happy giler ehk ! nyahahah ! tanx to hu ? Haney jugak . . huakk ! iloveyou babe ! *

den he talk to me . den sat at canteen ap w the soccer boys .

i cant believe he ask me seh ! kan fairuz ? err . . ? hahahah

walked home w ddin n fairuz .

fairuz made me laugh like hell sia ! LOL ! im still laughing now ! huakkk !

den sab cried . hahaha . i know ira , fai n ddin knows , but you all dunoo . so nvrm .

fairuz was like , you wan handkerchive ( k i duno spell xD ) ?

den he give sab hes bandana , den i laugh , sab laugh , den verybody laugh ! hahaha !

funnny sia !

mon , go home with dem again . i waaaant .
nyahaha .

den today , me n Dan got scolded by my mom badly . till she slap my bro . i was pissed seyh ! arrr , dun wan talk bout it -.- den my grandma got warded at hospital . ))):
dey say if my grandma got TB , close family members have to go fer check up , x-tray n injection .
i dun wann seyh .
lets just hope everythings gonna be okayy .
tmr my STEP-DAD bdae . i wont be calling or adresing him as MY dad wen hes OBVIOUSLY not . ._. arr . .i hate him !

so i didnt do much ar today .

nuttin to talk futher .

so byebye . (:

*goodluck with her ! im happy you really moved on , ya seriously :/ *

pissing off -.-

2010-02-03T04:25:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

i seriously have no mood to blog ryte now . NOT in tha mood . i was KINDA okayy with my situtation ryte now till i found out sumtink dat kept bothering me . i was irritated by whut i just found out and im frigging soo not the happy . fcuk laa .

ill update a proper one soon .

; ~~FUCKOFFMOTHERCHIBAINABEIBUTOASSHOLE~~

im just sooo glad you moved on alredy while i havent . hahhs . good luck aye boii (: see ya arnd [:

lols

k buhhbye ! -.-

sad life (:

2010-02-02T04:01:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

HELLO WORLD ! nyahahaha

i was home early today . fer some reasons . was not in the mood to stay in school . pfft .

hahahha , so whut happened :

PW : did the same thing again n again . bout the old folks home . hahaha .

Science : BORING . sat at nana's place since she didnt come to school . hahahah . we copied notes n stuff . didnt pay attention . i was day dreaming all the way . hahah . shiok ar . daydreaming (:

waah , Grace today supplier hor (:

she brought like ALOT of sweets in her bag sia . at first she called me n ask to to look in her bag . i tot got summore my Justin's poster . den i see , got ALOTT ALOTT of sweets n snacks siaa ! i was like , MATHER FARQUHAR ! gimme ar siaa ! den she say later during lesson . nyahahah . den everybody like looking . hehhs .

i was soo close with tiffy n grace yesterday n today . hahahah .since half of the class gone -.-

recess : i didnt ate . hhahahas . no appetite as always . hahah . arrifin kept spiting ice at me . so i spit back . like mon oso . keep doing the same thing . hahahh . arrifin n naz . nyahahahaha .

maths : kinda fun ar . fer today oni . nyahaah . teacher was jokin arnd abit . ABIT . denn , saw qamarul and friends outside class room . den fairus passed sabrina letter . ni da confirm from hot fudge . nyahhhahah .
den sab went : OMG OMG ! i was like wtf sia omg omg ? hahahah . so she passed me the letter . I was laughing my ass out ! mintak subway stead per boii ? huahua . oh ya , from now on , i ll have to adress sab as subway , since shes calling me horny . den we will have to call ira , kambeng .

HISTORY : hahahaha ! yay ! mr halim tallked bout history . as usual we were all laughing ! nyahahaha !
den we need to copy mind maps . siket peyh banyak ! nyahahah . i sat at the teacher's table . huahua . first time oi ! den i saw hot fudge . i shout at sabrina :

" tu dier ! gi bagi dier tu paper laa ! lincahh ! "

den mr halim look , den he look outside , den he look at me . i was alredy like . . hehhs ?
i told mr halim dat one sab's boifren , den mr halim laugh . hahahah . sab keep saying no . den i ter-tell mr halim dat sab like arrifin . den he look at sab . hahahaahah ! funnnny !

assembly : got performance . damn boring . not gonna elaborate .

after school : gave the letter to fairuz , ask him to pass to sab . den sab nyer getah jatoh dlm longkang , den expect me to take -.- muker aku , nak gi amek ? pliss ehk . hahhaha ! den i ask hot fudge to take . den i duno i duno , he got the thing den give sab . so after he got the letter , he dun understand . lols . den i explain . den fairuz kpo . den fairuz say hot fudge like me last time . I WAS LOLing . hehhs . dinie pon sebokk . i cant believe he same bdae as me . hahahaha . fairuz say later our bdae , we both kena bash . nyahaha ! waa , i dun wann sia . last year kene bash with flour . hahahah ! FUNN ! den i wanna walk off , den i say ehk , aku sayaang law tao . kat dinie . den he look at me semacam . HAHAH ! deng ! beyh pecaye . hahah ! as a friend onii la deyh !

so den saw qamarul , syafiq , dee , rina , irfan and alooooooot mooooooore . hahahaha . den suddenly i got mad or no mood i think den i told sab i wanna go home now . den walked home .

*sumbody's jersy no. 5 liaw . . nyahahaha . k sha dup .*

while walking home , sab keep makin me laugh like wanna die like dat . hahahah ! everytime seh (:

went to supermarket . go in fer aircon oni . den i went to the ice cream section . i told sab to buy fer my cookies n cream ice cream . aaaaahh ~ MY FAV . ((:

she like , okay okay . tmr k ? hahahahah . mcm paham . den sab go put her head inside the ice cream nyer tempat . hahahahah ! giler sakk ! laugh laugh till nyonya2 sume tengok . hahahah ! den got homee .

so now , im bored like always . ahahah . im just soo pissed . thursday got common test reday seh ! and i dun understand a single thing . i have not been paying attention in class =x . den miss suckass talked bout no leaving books under table n make we all noe wuts our reg. no . so she tell our reg. no .

last year my reg . no . (5) . den ira 's (6) . wahh , i wass damn hapy sia , since i got my fav no. as my register no . den sit infront of ira summore . den now since Faith is transferred to our class , mine is still 5 but ira changed to 7 . since faith's 6 . DAMN UHH ! tssssk ! hrmpfh . . .ar kay whutever laaaa .

ive got malay , maths n art hw to do . nyahhaha . malay , k confirm kena scold AGAIN . hahahaha . never pass up homework ALOTTTTT of times sia . hehhs . maths , ala , do tmr uhhs . art , i got no drawing block . ANDDD i hate drawing ! self potrait sumore ! yakdishk ! i lazyy laa wanna draw !

hahaha . i got nuttin much to say ready . i wanna go skateborading w my bro redy. soo . .

TATA ! nyahaha .

doistillloveyou?yesido.

mather farquhar !

2010-02-01T07:22:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

WASZUPXZ !

nyahahahah . kk im plain boring .

lols .

TODAY was major boring ! ya serious serious .

I MISS MY NCC(S) !

HUHU . . .

I MISS IRA

I MISS MIN

I MISS MIZAN

I MISS BERNARD

I MISS FIE
I MISS SU
I MISS YAN

I MISS ALL OF DEM !

HUAKKKKK !!!

jus now during lesson time , the class was superrrrrrrrr QUITE SEYH !

it too quite till i cnt take it .

hahaah .

so first period maths ;

i change place den kena scold .

i dun wan to sit at my place siaa .

MIN TAK DER !

no one to disturb me ! no one to be mad at !

saddam oso dun have !

ALL GO NCC !

haiyaaak .

den sit beside redza .

lucky he have , if not , can die ah sia .

den grace joined me n Red .

three of us make noise like wht the heaven i oso dunno .

DEN BORING .

hao min wanna make us laugh but cnt . huahua

den teacher ask hao min question ;

if a clear book has an empty mind ,

i dirty book has a ____ mind ?

you know my class very th horny . like evrybody .

den hao min say DIRTY mind . HAHHA !

den kena scold . kesian .

malay :

wahh , i never do hw like ALOTT OF TIME SIA !

den keep on kena scolding .

den sab like soo happy , since arrifin sat beside her .

den i told arrifin dat sab gile2 kan dier .

pass him letter .

HAHAH ! DAMN HILARIOUS !

kk , wont eloborate ;D

den i wanna pass Redza his paint brush . den i throw uhh at him . den teacher saw .

she got soomad till she shouted : SAPE TADI YANG CAMPAK TU BARANG ??

den she keep looking at syed . i kepf laughing . den redza keep looking at me . she ask like alot of time siaa .

den at last i admit .

kenaa scold again .

i was laughing ,

hehhs gilerr seyh .

english ;

sat at minda tables since he never come . he sick uhh . sad life .

oh ya ! whyy is evrybody like having FLU N SORE THROAT SIAA ???

;

Iswan , cassandra , dzaki , min da , hadly , my nenek , my atok , my dad , my bro , my cousin .

wahhh piang ehh !

hahhahaha !

SAD LIFE .

k back ; teacher keep on talking bout letter writing .

den he ask to get in pairs , so sab came to me . DUHH .

den sudenlysab bukak topic .

HORNY !

den she was like saying HANEY HORNY HANEY HORNY !

den i think mr lim heard , den he look at me .

i was like , shaddup ar ! asl jealous ?

den mr lim come to our table .

he wanted to scold me or sumtink , but i straight away say :

" why mr lim , you look rather varnishing today . (: "

den sudenly his face change , he smiled .

he say , oh thank you ! you look rather beautiful yourself .

den i at dere , tersengeh2 . nyahahaah !

sab keep saying i kembang .

ehk , i never okayy !

nyahahahah

sab oso say , why my eng suddenly power . hahahah !

ofcourse laa .

haney whutt .

hahaahha ! kk enough .

* GRACE I LOVE YOU DAMN HEAVEN LOTZ SIA ! I LOVEEE THE POSTER ! ARRR ! I LOVEE YOU !! *

HAHAHAH ! JUSTIN BIEBER YAWW !

xDD

after school , at the swing w sab n dee .

take pichas .

den she say i lokk as if im mixed .

hahahaah .

ALOT of people say dat sia .

irrittating per .

heryani tot i was philipine .

hahahah !

i dont okayy !

hahahaha !

den i tell her story all , whut crap lame shitt .

HAHAH !

FUNNY !

she was like , hahahaha ?

sab told her im weird .

YES I AM !

uniquely weird mahh !

hahahah !

she also say i loove to laugh , ALOT .

ofcourse i do .

hahahaha .

why seyh , people oso say dat . hrmmm .

hahahah .

people looove me fer my weirdness okayy !

im 1 in a 100000000000000 million . NYAHAHA !

homee :

im bored . i got nuttin to do .

bathe and stuff .

hahaha .

yknow , i love it when my hair is like wet ,

den i mess it up .

hahahaha .

coool .

so i didnt do much .

i took pichas . since i was freaggin bored .

nyahahhah .

so , i got to sleep ready .

hahahah !

my mom mrh !

nyaahahhah !

BUAIII !

~~mother~~ farquhar .

nyahahahhahha ! dat one , mr halim teach . xDD

* i tried to but i couldnt . you will never be replaced (: *

although we're still not together , im glad i did shared part of my life w you (:

wazupzsx ! nyahahah !

2010-01-31T06:21:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

HELLOHELLOHELLO ! !

did you notice ? I CHANGED MY BLOG SKIN YAWW ! nyahahah ! and i cant believe i did it all by myself ! hehehe . like last year , izza help me with it . hehhs . i spent the whole night doin it till kena scolded by my mom . hehhs .

SO . anyways , i made up my mind . i dun wanna be in the same position as i did during the previous part of my life . i dun wanna waste my precious tears on people hu dunno how to appreciate dem . hrmfph ! hahahah . i wannna start new , and i wanna try to move on . i have to stop thinking of people dat i love and go after in the end , evrerything mess up . i wanna care fer people hu love ME . i'll leave everything to fate . nyhahahah . if fate determines me to be wif him or him den i;ll be MORE den happy (: if not , den deres nuttin i can do ryte ? hees . i wanna be the cheerful-me like ive always been during my previous parts of my life . and i will STOP being the girl who's always depress , wasting tears on him n him , very the emo , n all the negetive negetive things .

I WANNA MOVE ON ! !

as i said , if im able to be wif him again , well . . YAY ! hahahah . lets keep my love fer people hu really wants it . and i'll be glad to share half of my life w him (:

help me move on aye ?

i'll be giving you few more weeks den dats it . i cant wait to be surprise (:

hahahah .

i love to laugh . fer no reason .

im just soo happy fer myself . heheheh !

kk , today didnt happen much actually . i stayed at home .

woke up at 10am . slept back . woke up at 11.35 . slept back .woke up at 12++ .

kena force to wake up .

hahahah .

den wen straight to de comp .

online .

chat with Danial ( ITE )

hahahaha . everyday disturb me .

same jugak cam min n redza . nyahahah !

basicly , i did nuttin .

OMG !

kk , i needa go now .

wait fer tmr update kkay !

BYE LOVES !

xoxo~

it started , and it ended . .

2010-01-30T05:11:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

SUPP ~

i was very bsy last few days and didnt manage to update so heres whut happened ;

wednesday :

schoolwas normal . i forgotten whut really happended . hahahaha . but during recess , mr Pay went to our table . he was looking fer one of us and wanted to put incharge of the cleniness of our table . ( waaah , my eng powerr ) . like the other day , he went up to fie and ask fie to be incharge fer that day . den he gave fie chewing gum . so i tot he would do the same this time . so i raise my hand ( i didnt noe whyy i did dat ) and asked ; " get chewing gum ? " but before finishing my sentence he said ; " okayy ! wah , first time i see sumone volunteer . wahh good good . wats your name ? " * my babes was like' wooooah ! hahahah !' *

i keep on sayimg NOO NOO ! i never ! . but den he wrote my name ready . den he say later during assembly , wen he is talking bout 'idunowhut' , he will announce my name . say dat i volunteered . i was like : wookayy . . . o.o . den he say , if the table not clean , i have to go fer detention . and im like incharge fer the whole year . WTF . kk nvrm nvrm . .

den went home . walking2 , suddenly sumone , n i have no ida hu she was , noes my name . full name sumore . she shouted " HI HANEY ! " shock sia . den i duno i duno , i say hi back . den i wanted to walk off den she tell her friends " ehk , tu haney anishia . " how in the world does she noe my name , i oso dunno . den walk home w sab .

got home , find my sista , hugged her , and wished her Hapi Bdae . heeee .

i dunno whut to buy fer her seyh . im currently broke . use most of my money to buy my bro's bdae pressie last year . 50++ seyh !

hahahahah ! nvrm . . he buying me guitar tis year ! yeshaa ! hahah !

my mom owes me a new skateboard ! hahahaha . kk enough . went swensens the other day to celebrate her bdae ready so didnt celebrate on her actual bdae .

we jus went out i think . hahaha . cant remember .

so dats abt it .

thrusday ;

k , i fogot whut happend . . . OH YA . . home ec was funn ! hahahaha ! we had to cook Masala . i have no idea whut it was . hahahhaah ! lets admit dat i seriously cant cook . hahaah ! lucky got ira . hahahahah . the cooking part was soo fun fun fun . BUTT , i hate he cleaning up part . had to wash off = major eeeeew !

so we cooked , and OURS WAS THE BEST AR ! hahahahah ! min , hadly , mizan n bernard verrry hilarious . huahuahua ! laugh like heaven till ms suckass scold . hehhs !

( hadly was shouting , since he tasted his while its was like soo hot! ahahah ! )

k donee ~

friday :

my class was like SOOOO HORNY during Geo . hahahah ! the teacher lagyk horny . start the subject ! hahhaahahah ! oh , whut can i say , 2a1 mahhh ! hahahaah ! min keep on disturbing me . i was pissed off den i ignored him . dun wanna talk to him . den he got bored since i never layan him den he keep on saying ' SORRRY HANEYY ! ! ' like i duno how many times . hehehe . he was like begging seyh . kecian dier . tawu pun . he cant live without me ! i love him sooo much as my BGF . ( bestguyfriend) . hahahaha. en at last i talk to him . den happy . lols . den i duno i duno . i forget , agian . hahaha ! short term memory ar me ! nyahahah ! den Eng : before lesson , redza was mocking me . den i snap athis face ( our fav game to play . hahah ) , den he blink , den he chase me arnd the class . hahahah ! den he take my checkered strap . luqman join in . i was chasing dem , den min oso join , den dey were like passing the thing . hhahaah . den bernard oso join . huahua . kena bully seyh me . den i snatch the thing from luqman's hand , den the thing break . redza help me fix back . nyahahaah . Den sab keep asking me to walk pass 2a2 . nk tengok Arricks ( arrifin . hahah . i made up the nick name ^^ ) chey . . sab da move on arhx ! hahahaah ! nows my turn . . lols . saddam was super irrit sia ! he like me but i hate him . min keep on disurbing me bout him , again . hahahaah ! he made me a bracelet out of staple bullets . i was like WTF sia ? i dun wan take it ! hahahahaha ! hes just . . i hate him . hahhaha ! den eng start , teacher call redza to tell the whole class whutt he loves doin . den he say " i love disturbing n punching haney . muahahahahah ! " den mr lim was like . . okayy .. hahah ! redza uhh , giler . kacau me like everyday ! hahah ! nvrm2 . cool . he oso my BGF . hahaha ! den mr lim keep singing laa . till the whole class memorise tihs song . i duno whut the title . but everytime during eng we will all sing " I BEG YOUR PARDON . . . I NEVER PROMISE YOU A ROSE GARDEN ! " hahahahah ! den mr lim laugh ! heee .

after school :

follow my ncc babes go change to their No. 4 . den saty at canteen fer awhile .

sit at the swing with the sec 1s .

den talk talk . den all needa go cca except fer haris .

DEN . . .

i was sitting at the swing , den suddenly sab said :

" sial laa ! tu Fahmi ngan Danial kan !?!? dorang habis ITE siang per ?! "

i was shocked like hell , since danial called me the other day , saying fahmi ( sab nyer ex ) wanna meet sab

den he wants to meet me . den sab panic . hahahhaah ! den dey all saw us , danial was waving at me . huahua ! i wanted to see dem but sab wanted to leave .

so leave ar .

den walking outside school ,

saw ; Iswan and azroy .

i was like . .

OMG . . dats iswan . . OMG

he was looking at me , but i dint wanna look at him .

den my mood change .

sab saw iswan , den she was looking at me .

i didnt wanna talk much . went back school coz i keep on asking sab to go back .

since i wanted to see iswan . .

den danial call , ask we all at where .

de dey all ; iswan , fahmi , danial , azroy , haidi , iskandar , shazran ,

all saw me n sab .

den sab talk to fahmi .

i kept on looking at iswan .

at last he waved at me .

i smiled fer i sec , den look away .

i grab sab and told i wanna go out from school .

she at first blur , but den she understand .

went to canteen fer awhile .

sab saw arricks .

saw qamarul n friends .

den i went out of school .

* i jus cant believe they stood next to each other . i was having a dilema . . *

so dats all . hahaahha .

it started and it ended ...

i lost evrything . i lost dad . i lost iswan . i lost qamarul . .

i hate it . .

so , i dun wanna elaborate .

bye ~~suckers~~ . . .

when will i loose my life ?. . . . .

ps . confirm got spelling error . DUHHH .

qwertyuiopasdf-ihateyou

2010-01-29T09:56:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

its late and theres actually LOTS to talked abt .

but im kinda lazy now + i have to wake u in the morning tomorrow / later .

so i rather blog EVERYTHING dat happend few days back , tomorrow / later .

main thing is dat , my day today / yesterday was a . . regrettion , to me .

i wished it didnt happened , and even if it happened , i wish i wasnt dere . .

I cant believe i saw ;... Iswan .

i totally forgotten about you , till i met you jus now / yesterday .

i wished dat didnt happened .

and im currently in tears now writing abt tis .

i was confused .

i didnt noe why , whut happened .

everything i loved , is being taken away from me .

its just unfair .

and i dont understand the point of living anymore .

i lost everything . . .

love sucks . yea seriously , for me .

things come n go . and i hate it .

i cant be living hapily .

happy endings doesnt belong in my world .

suddenly , i can picture everything in my mind .

if lost people i love , and ders NO way i could get dem back .

whut to do ,

im jus plain useless . . .

i dun have the mood to talk much .

wait fer tomorrow / later 's update .

what the farquhar ! NYAHAHAHAH ! xDD

2010-01-26T03:43:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

HELL-Os ! nyahaha

hahaha . kkk . my daes have been VERYYY BORINGG ! pfft .

so whut happen ;

PW ; talked bout vsiting the old folks home again . den the CWC re-arrange our groups . so im no longer with redza , fie , sabn phillips ); aww . . nvrmm .

my new group ; Xavier ! , grace , joy n azrul . nyahahaha . cheyy , Xavier grp leader or whutt ? den everything i have to do uhhs . -.- hahaha .

Maths ; learn new topic : algebra . OHH I HATE IT ! ISHH ! blurr siakk . dunno whutt to so . den copyy . hahaha !

Science ; k dis one i dun care . i dont understand siaa whutt she talking . hahahaha ! all i noe is , i slept . but she didnt caught me . hahhs .

HISTORY ! ! ; wahhh ! sial i love tis subjectt like sooooo much siaa ! hahahah ! i love Mr Halim ! nyeheheh . as a teacher uhh . D U H H . funny sia . he somehow made the subject like sooo interesting n now im like soooo lovin History ! hehe !

he say the first person hu can find ' The Indiana ' , the ship dat raffles took otw to singapore like years back ,

get $50 . he says its in singapore . " goodluck finding it " hahha .

like last week , Ira get $20 from mr halim coz she was the first one to take picture w the 2 statues of raffles . redza got $10 . hhahaha . den now , its $50 .

IM SOO GONNA WANNA GET IT ! wahhhh ~

den we read read the textbook den came to this part when stamford raffles got mad with william farquhar .

den mr halim said :

" when raffles got mad at william farquhar he went up and said ; WHAT THE FARQUHAR ? ! "

den the whole class laughing like heaven siaa . den everybody quite ready . . . den I n Min LOL .

den whole class start laughing again . hahahahahah ! DAMX FUNNY SIAA ! huaaaaaak !

i <3 history & the teacher teaching that subject . HAHA ! kkk .

Ace ; Min , redza n I suddenly talking bout spongebob n pheneas n ferb ( k idk spell ) .

lauhging laughing laughing coz they keep singing singing , den kena scolding by miss suckass . hahahah

k fyi ms suckass = ms nur nadiah . IHATEYOULIKESOODAMNMUCHMANX ! hu doesnt . tsk .

ckp jerr wanna speak to me n sab den never , although i reminded you readyy . hrmmm .

k back . den ace do the same thing like PW . den lesson end .

ira went fer dettention , so im wif sab , fie n yan . stay at school fer awhile . got to know bout atika diana 's . . k wait , i shall call you D . hehhs . got to noe dats D's prob was abittt wookay readyy . hahhs .relief per gal ? hahah . den saw Syg n Sab's ' wanna be ' : hot fudge . i dunno whyy fie call him hot fudge , but he called fie ' nugget ' ? wookayys . . den disturb sab bout her wanna be . den sab jiwang fer few mins . den i scold . den she stop . jiwang jiwang . . .haiyaa . lols . den go out of school . walked behind syg n abdul = hot fudge . hahhs . i made a new phrase fer sab ' ohh my abdul ! ' or ' abdul ar kau ! ' hahhaha !

den i dunno whutt happend , fie was holding on to abdul's hp . den dun wan give back . den abdul follow , die die nak hp dier alek . den i dunno i dunno . saw tis mad person dat me n sab once kacau . i shouted at sab den suddenly he ran towards us . waaa panic arrr . heheheh . kekek perrr . i wanted to like talk n hug syg but hes to bsy i guess . . ehk syg ? heee .

den go afgan , fie blanjee bbltea . hahhs . in the end got to noe , kene baar fie balik . apedahh .

sab went to alter her skirt after me n ira basturd sab . hahaha ! sryy yaa ! i do dis coz i <3 u laa dey !

hahahahaah ! den bla bla bla , went homee .

suddenly ryte ,

reach home oni , i saw man n woman in suits sitting on the sofa talking to my mom n bro . i tot whutt sia .

den my mom introduse me to dem . she say its peopple from the court or sumtink i dunoo laa .

den she told my mom dat they need to speak to me privately . its about Dad . my real dad .

i suddenly got soo scared n i dunno whyy . dey didnt even smile at me .

dey as me questin like interegating me siaa . i can see dat the women was not satisfied or sumtink . she gave me dat smirking look . i was like , whut te heaven sia .

haiyaakkk , en went outside back with my mom n bro . den they ask me like : " how did you felt when your dad left you ? were you depressed or sumtink ?? "

i turned to look at my mom , den looked bck at dem . not saying anytink , yet .

i hate it when people ask bout my past ,. seriously ar .

whutt ? jus bcos you people have your dad's love den wanna compare ? tssk .

my mom noes dat i hate it . she noes how badly affected i would be . but she didnt stop dem .

i was already holding my tears back . she cold see how i felt , but didnt do anytink bout it . den i simply said . uhh . i dunno uhh . i wass too young , i cant remeber anytink . pfft .

den talk talk sumore . den dey left . i was pissed and got in my room .

siak .

den another group of people came . wanna interview me .

i went out .

the first they all said was , " OMG haney ! your all grown up ! you lokk preetier ! omg haney ! "

den dey all hug me . i was like ,okayyy . . whu are tis people again ? dey noe my name ? hugging me ? errrr . . . . LOST .

dey ask me ;

" remeber when you are like p3 , p4 , den you are alwats goin fer modelling , interviews , photo shoots ? "

straight away i remember . i was modelling fer like few years back . till p5 , my mom stopped my from modelling , due to my studies . hahaahha . waaa ! i miss dem ! hugg dem againnn . hahahahaha !

den dey say i look sooo diff and they really really want me back , working w dem . dey say i can go travelling arnd the world . WAAHHH SIAL UHH I WANT SIAA ! I WANNA BE FAMOUS ! I WANT I WNT ! !

i say uhh yes , ofcourse i will join back . BUTTTTT ! my mom dont allow , she says my studies da terok nak mampos den now , if i go back w dem den teros my studies like shitt . i was like begging my mom . finally she say , end of year , see results . dats all . if good den i can get to be with my ' crew ' back . hahaah !

awwwwwwh . . . sad seyh ! dey like really want me bck soo badly . awww i miss my makeup artist ! i miss my photographer ! aaaawwwwhh . . . )':

den talk talk talk , dey say thier next destination goin to either japan or paris ! I WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANT GOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

)";

nvrm uhh . . .

GOOD RESULTS = EOY !

i musttt ! hahhaahah ! n i will ! xDD

eeeeeeekk , cant wait cant wait !

Syg Qamarul . . ,

im sorry fer whut i did . i should have told you , but i couldnt . i was sick of people leaving me , and i didnt want it to happen again . i didnt want you to leave me . its just soo hard to get over him . but im trying . . cant you see ? although i hated him like SOOOO MUCH . Thats why i wanted to be with you . to get over him . so dat i can love you . and i WANT to .seriously ar ... at first , i did tell you that i was wortless and wanted you to leave me . hrmmm . . im just not . . . . good , enough for you . you deserve someone else better . seriously you wont understand . nobody does . its complicated ..... tskk . i just need a little more time and i promise , i'll love you with all my heart . you noe i do love you soooo much dont you ? hrmm . . its okayy . . . . . leave me if you want to . but i'll never let you go . . . . . . . )'; iloveyousoodamnmuchtillineverwannaletyougo . . .

k , i dunno whutelse to say . soo i guess im done here .

BYEEEEEEE !

ps . alaaa . . . lazyy wanna check my spelling . understand it if you dont . tanxx ayeee .

xoxo ~

GTHeaven ~

2010-01-25T07:12:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

SUPP~!

weeeee ~ k boring . hahahas . ive decided dat maybe i'll blog bout my days fer these few weeks . hrmm . .

maths , boreddd . did tis test . waaaa , first time seyh FORGOT TO BRING CALCULATOR . wah piiiang.

lucky teacher give chance . nyahahaha . den share calculator w Min . tanxx ayee . hehhs . IS/TP , lagykk borink nak mampos . k , i forgot whut i did . . . den before goin fer recess , ms suckasss ask fie

" fie ! you using chelak ( k i duno spell ._. ) isit ?! "

den we were like , "cher , Fie ? use make up ? you sure not ? "

hahahaha . den she paiseyh . huahuahua . ive seen fie in make up ONCE onlyy . last two years : graduation night . nyahahahah . fiee , fieeee .

eng , did letter writting . hahahah . lame siakk . seriouss . i cheat seyh . k shhhhhhh .

malay , pfffft . never pay attention at all . kena scolding like alot of times siaa . hahahah . bad bad .

den last period , ACE . discuss dicuss about the ` goin to old folks home . den teacher ask to get in groups without a single noise . den abit sound oni , must get back to our seats and do it all over again until like got no noise . haiyaaa . my group : me , fie , sab , redza n phillips . huahuaa .

after school , stay at canteen waiting fer Syg . den sit w aiman . siket peyh irritating ! den we fight bout last year i otp w him while we both watching ghost movie . den he shout shout . scared . i tell sab , den wanna scold . tak naq ngaku per boii ? hahaha . nvrm nvrm . den aiman continue shouting . suddenly , ms suckass came . she stare like semacam sakk . cam nak gado . she ask whyy we stayback . den she saw sab's nose piercing . den ask sab to take out . she ask , when she pierce laa , what shitt la . den she stare at me , den she say she wanna talk to the both of us tmr .

like whut the heaven siaa . never do anytink wrongg whuttt , dasarrr . tak pe tak pe .

met Syg fer awhile oni . . . sad seyh . . hrmm . . den sab wanna go get donuts since yesterday never buy .

walked w sab , diana , effa , khad n diana's friend . hahhs . talk bout that bitch . limit siaa tu pompann ! pfft .

den buy dunuts , den eat , den laugh , den go toilet den went back to school . Otw back , terjumpe Danial ( ITE ) sab , sloww gilerr per girl ? hahaha ! eleh , ckp jer nak kluar together , beyh malu malu . ish ish . " Dan da abg abg seyh " i kept repaeting it at him . hahahah ! funnnyyy ! den byeebyee . he text me . den reach school . sat w fairuz . talkkkkk alottt .

den needa go fer choir . SING SANG SUNG . i was pissed with ths choir teacher . urgggh fcuk .

hahaha ! mr terrance toh keep calling me seyh ! Haney this , Haney that , Haney ! . hrmmm ....

after choir , ira called . sab's suppose to meet syafiq after choir . hahaha . ira w her johan .

den i saw Syg . i wanted to o to him and gave him a hug . . . BUTT , sabb soo slow . in thee end , he was out of schoool . waaaa , mad seyh . hhahahaha . den meet ira , johan n syafiq . Sab malu konon ! hahahah ! sweet seyh if sab togthr w syafiq .

hahahaah !

kk . den needa go home . so walked home uhhs . Dan keep sms ing . Sab called Fahmi .

dorang bobal cam phm syh ! padahal padahal . huakk !

den first saw this guy . i dunoo hu , but he was mocking sab .

den walk half way , saw few more guys . irritating siakk . " ehk girl , wallet jatoh ! "

beyh sab belief den look back . hahaah ! kesian , paiseyh .

huahuahua ! den walk sumore , got this other guys , ask fer number . wahh , i was alreadyy pissed of , then show dem 1 finger up sia . heee . den sab went home . hahaha . funny . i tot i saw fahmi . lols . sala orang .

heheh .

got home , my family all watching home videos .

got to admit , i was sooo cute seyh last time . now cuter . huahua . lols cam phm .

bathe n stuff . den otp w Syg fer awhile . hahahaah . den otp w Ira n sab . hee .

k now im bored . ive got homework i suppose . alaaa , lazy uhhs .

heeee .... YAY TMR GOT HISTORY ! wwoooooo ~ hahahah ! i love history ! nyaahaahah !

k lurhs , i wanna sleep ready .

gudnight dearies .

(if eres any typo errors . alaaa . . paham kan jer laa ehk . lazyy to check liao)

teehee !

* did i mention i got abuse n robbed by Min , Redza n Mizan ? well i did .
redzaa punched me fer no reason ? painnn siaa . nvrm . . hes gooona get it tmr . min n mizan took my moneyy . hrmm . . . take laaa . i dun care . ader $10 taknak amek . BODOWS . hahahah ! ilovemybrothaaaa sooo many many wookay ! hahahahaha ! i got used to it . . .

iloveyousodamnbloodymuch.i'lldoanytinkforyou.ipromise.iknowwhutidid.complicated . . .

iloveyousoomuchmysyg , qamaruljohari(:

life must go on !

2010-01-23T11:14:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

hellohello . lets share aye ?

THE ~~AFTERMATH~~ ~

i got sick fer crying a week straight abt you . ar seriously ar . . i cant get you off my mind and i find it VERYYY frustrating . pffft .

21 and more things i miss when were together :

when we use to talk otp and accompany each other late at night .

when you always ask me to study otp with in end up not studying at all .

when you fought with me during Raye on who gets more money .

when we use to critisise other people together .

when you always force me to eat wen i dun wan to .

when you give me your lame jokes .

when we use to hide from each other .

when we always make eye contact .

when we always tell each other that we'll come over and feed each other .

when you promise the world to me .

when you always cheer me up .

when we LOL till our parents got mad at us .

when we call each other cute n funny names .

when your always there wen i needed you .

when we text each other til our bill damnx high den both our fones kena taken .

when you named you cute cat after me .

when we use to argue bout small littl things .

when we always berangan together .

when you always find ways just to see me .

when we blush together wen our friends talked abt us .

when we use to talk abt NSN . and sang together .

when you always defended me and wiping my tears off . .

what happened ?? . .

you took all this memories away from me . you left me with your broken promises . i soon found out sumtink that left me with tears . i've never love sumone SOO MUCH in my life before . i didnt had love in my life until i met you . now you left . how stupid was i thinking you'll be here forever , dumbass . i thought i lost sumone very special in my life . .

MY ANGEL ~

i was giving up on love until i met him , my Qamarul Johari ♥

i found out that i couldnt gave up on love soo easily . at first wen i met him , i never thought i'll end up with him . i thought i didnt deserve him . me ? him ? i dunno i dunoo . hees . not until 130110 (: ive decided that loving him is sooo much wayyy damn better than wasting my tears on that damn bloody sonofabitch . pfft . go to heaven la boi . hrmm . . I LOVE MY BBY SOO DAMNN MUCHHH ! ! ! my property aye ! touch him , i bite (:

k , I JUST CANT EXPLAIN IN WORDS ON HOW MUCH I LURVE HIM ! WAAAAA ! ILOVEHIMLAAAA !

I LOVEHIM

I LOVE HIM

ILOVEHIM

hes mine ! bluekkk ! hahahah ! kk , back off . my property , DONT touch . im warning yaa . ;D

k laa , ive got nuttin much to talk laa . its 4 in thaa morn . * yawnz *

ohh ya , i thought abt my childrens names in tha future :

Tiara Katryana Dwiyanti Bte her father

Shazdair WanPutra Nafirz Bin his father

hhahaha ! hey , i got nuttin better to do seyh . teehee !

i can imagine watching them grow up . awwwwh , sweet .

preparing them on their first day of school .

eheheehhe !

ish , i cant be independent myself den wanna think of stuff like tis . plishh deh . HAHAHA ! ive been brought up by maids doin everything fer me . i cant even wash my own clothes . i dunno how to prepare my own meal . everything , my maid ! shout oni ; BIBIKKK ! den she'll come and assist me . haish , not good not good . NYAHAHAHAH ! xDD

k wait , i was otp w ira dat time , somthing pissed me off . .

oryte till here . i wanna sleep .

GUDNIGHT !I LOVEQAMRUL♥ hahahaaha !

kk , byeebyee ! xDD

Random ~

2010-01-07T06:37:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

suppp ~ its been very long since i last blog . hahhs . dats bcos i have nuttin to write about . its private , soo , no biggy . hahhs . kkays . hrmm . . ahhhhh lazy la wanna update . i seriously got nuttin to say . my days has been boring , ya , boring . lols . kk . i'll update a proper one soon . HAHHS ! so . .

BYEBYE ! !

im still breathing ~

2009-12-15T08:25:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

hey .. wassup? .. my name is ... haney ..

k , im jux being random . oh ya , bout my story , i'll continue sum other time ,...

i jux private(ed) my blog . hahhs . so im like talking to myself ar ni kire kan .

lmao .

im still at cuzzies place . hahahas . ohhhh ! and and !,

izzati's masquerade party was thaa bomb ! hahahahs ! i feel like rewinding back time !

TEEHEE !

the peechas will be fully uploaded soon on fb . ( wait , im talking to myself . duhh . )

hahahahs ! AND II LOVE MY PARTY DRESS ! !

huahua!

i got nuttin much to write anyways . since its private , i can leak out my secrets here .

MUAHAHAHAHHAHA !

k firstly ,

you guys NOE that i love . . [i]SWAN ryte . well , hu doesnt ?

infact , alot of people noe . . and i duno how dat happened . haizz... sedih i . . ):

hiashh . . . i loved you with all my heart . . thinking you would do same . .

tak per lah . . i'll go my seperate way . enjoy your life aye . suckass.

bcos of you , i cant sleep at night .

bcos of you , i feel very hopeless .

bcos of you , i gave up on love .

bcos of you , i miss every word we use to say to each other before

bcos of you , i was soo paranoid .

bcos of you , i wasted my damn tears .

bcos of you , i didnt gave people my trust anymore .

......................

i can go on , coz deres like ALOT ...

but nvrm , waste of ma time . . urghh !

its sooo damn hard to forget you , although i hate you !

sheesh .

i shant talk further .

anyways , I LOVE ERWYN !

nahz , i cant ! gee , hes my most bestest friend in thaaa wholee wide green blue world !!

hahahahs

i miss him !

lmao .

kk , i wanna sleep ready uhhs .

so ...

BYEBYE !

bieber still cute though . . . teehee ! HES mine ! MUAHAHAHAH !

Gift Of A Friend ...

2009-12-04T12:29:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

Supp ~

hrmm..i wanna share a little story wif hueva is reding this . hahh . lets start ;

alice n rosalie were bestfriends .

they were both very close to each other . they use to share everything together . even their lives . but ever since dat day happend , it all changes . i can see how alice really regretted . i feel soo damn sorry fer her . (sorry alice . lolx) they use to do everything together . i could tell they're like even more than best friends . sisters , i'll say . but theres one thing that alice knew rosalie wont know ; alice is afraid to loose rosalie . to alice , rosalie was everything to her . * sigh *

until sumtink happend . she thought rosalie knew abt it , n didnt cared much . but her , not caring , is alredy mistake no . 1 . haish .. anyway , months passed , and its cleared now , dat rosalie was taken away from alice . by some i-dont-noe-whutt-to-call-those-people . they changed her rosalie . she lost one of the precious things in her life : rosalie . ( ohhhhh , im tearing up ) alice started blaming herself . all she could do was nutin . crying , well , it doesnt seem to fix things . she wasnt dat close to rosalie anymore , although they were still friends . i noe how much she missed her rosalie ..... like how much i missed mine too... anyways , she tried many ways . nuttin . al she wants was rosalie , to know , how much she lost , ever since rosalie walked out from her life . but , deres nuttin she could do now , to help rosalie realise , know what she really feels inside .............. [ TO BE CONTINUED ]

you guys are smart , aren't ya ?...

i was hering to some songs , wen 'this' suddenly came up to my mind . lolx . im currently staying at my cuzzies place . sry if i cant call you poeple these days . quite bsy . its actually 5 am n i still cant sleep . izza oso . hahaha . anyways , i chatted w justin bieber . serious . im not lying . soo wanna chatt w him AGAIN ! ! ! and again ! and again !!!! urghh!!! hahaha . k sha tup . me and izza doin a show on youtube . woohoo! shiokkk! lmao whuteva . kk i have nuttin to talk abt . i'll tell yoou all my 'adventures' while im stayong at my cuzzies hse wen i get home yeahh . tons of pikchas! lmao . soo , byeee you people. ohhh wait ! did i mention i prank call somebody and everything turns out ugly ? well , it did . i'll tell ya wen i wanna tell ya ok . soo nitez / gudmorning .

I FREAKINGLY AM IN LOVE + OBSESSED WITH JUSTIN BIEBER !! !!

* yay ! im soo proud of myself , i totally fergot abt 'you' ! yay me ! lolx . got sumone new in my mind ^^.. *

ps . i miss my babes . especially her .......... D:

~!@#$%^&*()_+|

2009-11-21T08:21:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

im very damn pissed off right now. im not gonna mention why. only god noes. its been soo long im keeping 'this' inside me. but, i'll blurt it out. soon. haiizz..sumtimes, its okayy to forget once in awhile. but always doin it, repeating it..i guess..theres a problem sumwhere. im not satisfied. i need revenge. yes, revenge. people dont mean whut they say. damnxz. fcukingz laa. grr. i jux cant explain the anger. -.- soo..i dun wanna watse my damn time here. i seriously got nuttin else to elaborate. thank you.

SUCKASS!!

randomxzxz~

2009-11-20T07:15:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

supp. i shant talk about whut happend yesterday. keeps me mad jux thinking of it. grr. nvrm. im still breathing. lol. so yesterday night,texted cassandra n sabrina. dey didnt reply. coz i msg dem like abt 1am++. duhh. hehe. so woke up at 10.15am.check fone,see got 3 people msg : cassandra,sab & luqman. cass said dat we can do have lunch together,sabrina said shes not coming fer choir. den luqman asked me whether i went to the class pit yesterday. replied their msgs. den i actually wanted to straight away wake up,den go bathe and get redy fer later. but den i cant remember anytink. knocked out i gues. den woke up again at 12 sharp.check handfone. den the first thing i said was : shitt! i was suppose to meet Cass at 12.30 went straight to the bathroom den got redy n everything. met her @ 1.05. went fer lunch. den wana go skool. suddenly, heavyyy rain. i was like : tis is gonna get ugly. soo, cut short. me n cass got in the rain. hahaha. i was damn very very drenched soaking wet! den my bag oso wet. -.- go for choir..dey ask to change. change oso still wet. hahahhaha. lol. den after dat , at 5++ dismissed. den me n cass went to get donuts. went to cold storage oso. HAHAH! den at interchange, met sabrina. woah~ she look sooo diff! perm rambut ehk! hahahaah! cool. den went home. kk. its late n i wanna sleep. soo gudntye/gudmorning people. byeeexz!

1a1 class pit = totally ruined ! =,=

2009-11-19T06:47:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

im very pissed ryte now. n i don have the mood. so i wont talk much. my day was ruin, totally ruined..

i didnt get to do whut i really planned. urghh . i regretted. im pissed with some people n whut happend jux now. -.-

basicly, i wasted my money,time. :

-hated the weather (ohhhhh, the weather was fantastic! -,-)

-the train was slow, i guess. didnt ,make it on time.

-wanted to do sumtink ( which is sit at the beach/shout shout like mad/relieve stress) then at last didnt do

-didnt get to spend at least an HOUR w 1a1 dudes/dudettes

-had to go home early =.=

-my feet was covered w mud

-walk out pasir ris park, alone. (scary. cant help it.)

-people was looking. (all have no live like dat wanna stare stare)

-took cab home coz i dun wanna be late

-wasted $6.20 fer the fare. shitt uhs.

-overall, i was damn hungry, starving, coz wanted to eat at the pit, den no time, den didnt eat.(only ate ABIT coz was sitting w nana while she was eating, den she ask me to at least eat some. tanx nana)

- and i got nuttin to eat at home, but jus plain bread. -,-

-im still freakingly hungry + mad + bored = death .

* i wasted damn $15 on my outfit,and i didnt use it...like...approprietely*

IM JUX SOOOO DAMN MF MAD AT SUM PEOPLE !!! i seriously hate today.
` got to admit, fie looks abit like justin. w her new hair. love it gal.

i'll post a real one wen i feel like to, some other day. tanx fer reading. o_O

misses ira,fie,nana,su,yan n sab! (positions doesnt matter!)

BYE~ suckaas

i luv today!

2009-11-16T09:03:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

SUPP!~~

i jux got home from goin out w momma,mama,papa,izza n kak anje. hee! the plan was to get izza's stuff fer her bdae party. went to look fer dresses at CS. in the end, cnt find the one she likes. den went to Plaza Singapura. wanna get the materials to make izza's invitation card. momma helping with it. me and izza was fooling arnd in the shop. the place was big,so took alot of pichas again. (all pichas will be uploaded in facebook). den after dat went to sempang bedok(i dun think its the correct name. hhaha) to have dinner...hmm supper i guess. HEH! i ate steak. in the end cnt finish. hhahah! did fear factor as usual. LOL! i was brave enough to try it. hee! den after dat, me n izza wanna get ice chocolate(hehh! as usual alwayss). so wen 2 the Mc near my hse. went they drp us awhile, den went to the Mc, the was a notice saying dat tat Mc will close at 11 pm starting from 16 november, i was ' i tot ALL Mc is 24 hrs whutt?!! grrr. den during tat time, it was 11.56. haiyaa. in the end never get to buy. den dey sent me n momma bck home. before leaving, mama n papa told me dat i can come stay at their place anytime. stay fer a month alson can. HAHAHAH!! coool! wel, i'll come sleep over next week den! hehehhehehe. den got home n here i am. currently fb=ing. hmm..havin choir later. haizz.. LAZY LURHX!! i wanna change my nail polish colour oso. hahhaha! k la. till here den. BUAIII!!

~its okay...im learning ways to forget you. dont worry. :/~

WUUUUSH~

2009-11-14T21:05:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

Hyee Earthlings! xD

hmm..i did mention on my previous post dat THIS post will be all abt dat 'suckaa'. well...it came to thought dat mayb...i wont be saying it now. coz...erm idk...i dun thnk im able to. but dun worry, i'll tell ya. soon.. anyways, i didnt get to update earlier as im kinda bsy tis few days. hehh. so tis is whut happend on last fri;

came back to griffiths coz they were havin the P6 annual bazaar. hehh. first,wen i came, met darryl n amirul. dey were like standing outside the gate. i ask dem , but dey say cnt go in. i was like WHUTTHEHELL!! i told my brothaa to inform me whether can go to the bazaar anot, but he told me he'll call me. waitedddd, but never call so i jux went uhh. grr. soo i waited fer ida n fie. fie brought her cousin along. dey arrived. den i told dem cnt go in. so went to the main gate,signal to security guard wether can come in, den he gestured back, saying cnt. den met farhana. eeeeeeeeee. sungguh tak perlu siahh! went in 7-11 infront on skool. me n ida bught sandwhich n cofee. *she also a cofee lover! COOL. * den suddenly, my brotha call. he asked me where was i. den he said can go in redy. coz he saw farhana went in. HAHA. so told ida,fie,aisyah,faizah say dat can go in redy. coz farhana went in first alredy. den dey were like ; agaknye farhana pecah kan gate kot. HAHAHAHAH! kk. so went in. go all the stalls. kinda borin. den went to my brotha's. saw him,firus,izz,reihan. hehh. den fie disturb until dey all angry. wakakakak.so went canteen. den talk to dm nor. den den ryte, tis mad girl, valerie, came to us. she did tis -> ^^ again n agian to fie, den my friends were like..okayy. den she was taking our peekchas. den she ran aftr us. den she was listening to music. den she was talking crap to me. so i entertained her. everybody laughed. sooo, den we manage to get away from her. continued walking arnd the school. ida left fer awhile coz she wanna send her boifie to work. soo we went to T1 with fie, syai n sharina. met ida dere. walked arnd. CAMWHORED *i'll uplaod the peekchas soon*. den sharina left. went to festival park. take pichas again. got disturbed by mats. sumtink happend to me den we all went home.

jus got home den wet out again wif momma n sis. registered sis in my old kindergarten skool. gosh i missed my childhood memories... went i first step in, i saw my previous form teacher. the first thing she said to me was ; OMG. YOU'RE ALL GROWN UP REDY! OMG! hees. den met my other teachers. all said the same thing. hehh. saw the kichen,the music room,my class room. hahah . remembering how faridzuan n i became frinds juz made me laugh. hehehe. sadly, hes not in the same skool as me now. if not, it'll be 9 years or friendship. hahaha. after dat went to CS. had dinner. den my n momma bought presents fer christmas! WOOO! bought alot of things. its like, momma n her friends bought gifts fer everyone, den we'll exchange prezzies! COOL! den momma got fer me a headphone, shades n new Ts!! YAY! cant wait fer christmas! ^^ den after dat went home. DONE~

the next day(saturday);

woke up @ 6.30 AM. got redy coz goin to Izzti's(my cuzzie) FDC. family day carnival. so went out at 8 am. took mrt go sembawang. met kak anje under her blk . den went to sembawang primary school. heheeh. the carnival was okayy. bought alot of things. spent few hrs dere den went to sunplaza mall to get nail polish remover. removed nail polish den went to cuzzies place. met mama n papa. hugged. so den me n kak anje watched the movie 'up' ..half way fell asleep. hehh. den mama n papa wan to go to izza's FDC. den go off to work. go back to the skool. den went bck hse again. hahaha. izza reach home. so we watched tv n stuff. den mama wanted me to sleep over. so called my momma n ask wether can anot. she allowed. so at 8++ mama n papa brought us to costway point. ate dinner at pizza hut den went home. den we slacked at home till night. izza slept first. atfer dat me n kak anje. DONE~

today;

izza: haney, you want jemput-jemput?

me: you want?

izza: you want?

me: you want?

izza: you want?

me: i want !

izza: i want !

*boke into laughter!!*

izza: bik, buatkan jemput-jemput bik.

*maid ironing clothes*

maid: iyaa.

izza: skaraaaang bik.

maid: iyaa la. sebentaar.

me: cepat arq bik. da lapaaar nih!

izza: cepat la! buat skarang!

maid: yaa. tunggu.

izza: bibik iron baju stengah jam seyy..

maid: ngak la

me: abe 12 jam?

izza: tu ar. stenga hari.

maid: iyaa iyaa. sebentar yaa. tunggu. ini satu baju aja.

izza: bibik nih... NST ar!

me: whuts NST?

izza: NEVR SHOUT TUNGGU! hahhahahahah!!

* laugh like hell *

* maid went out *

woke up w izza n kak anje. had breakfast while watching avatar. hahahah. den izza n kak anje went of to madrasah. i was at home w mama n papa. so here i am now. blogging. hehehe. facebooking as usual. hahaha. hmm....cant wait fer justin bieber's debut album to hit stores! hahaha! 3 more days! yay! so later goin out , watch movie 2012 w mama,papa, izza n kak anje. hahahaah! cool. hee. den will be goin back to my hse today....hua...sad seyy... nvrm..later mama n papa will come fetch me , den...i'll stay longer! 2 weeks maybe? dat depands if momma let uh. heheheh! i miss ira n the babes . hmm..we'll meet at the class pit yeh! WOOOO~ hahaha. k la..i gues im done. so byebye lovess! :]

dont worry. im gona ferget ya. i promise. if its gona hurt doin so... den i will.. :/

2009-11-11T03:27:00.000-08:00

unique.wierdo

haizz...there are many things in life. sacrifices made. things we face. obstacles dat are hard to overcome. n importantly , things we feared most. . . i messed up. i really did. god gave each of us life , but i guess i didnt spent mine wisely. now im facing regrettions. n how much i hate to say it ; if only things would go the other way round instead. . how dumb was i thinking everything was okay. but it wasnt. if only i had more time. . i wasnt redy to face fear. well, slowly im learning. learning to mend things up. im now facing depression ....

you might be wondering whuts the above paragraph for. hmm..its fer me to noe, fer you find out. lol. kk. lately, all i can say is ; ive got no mood. no mood to entertain attitudes n suckaas. why? nt gona mention. all of a sudden, i came to regret most of the things done in my life. ~you should have known better~ fine. i shant elaborate further. i have nuttin much to say so it'll jus be a short one. i feel like changing my blog. yea, seriously, its jux crap. will be changing it by the end of tis year. yes im lazy. didnt do much today. i woke up early in the morning n went straight to the comp. facebook. i was editing mon's peekchas while chatting with amirul. den he had to go off to skool. uploaded the pic. lol. den amirul text say he was under my block, ask me to go down. but lazyy uh. in the end went down fr awhile oni. den he say he at tis particular block. ask me to meet him dere. i told him, lazy. dun wan walk. den i went back up. on the comp again. went to erwyn's profile. i 'like' one of his post. bout JB . den he chat with me fer awhile. mostly its about JB. i became obsessed wit JB bcoz of him. hahahahs. tanxx yaa. n see ya soon. miss ya lotz redy. im soooo gona get JB's album. yay! hahahaha. den continue chatting w amirul. i told him whut really hapend n why m acting weird nowdays. tanx to 'you'. hehh. so was otp w ira. kesian ira. her neighbour singing to chinese songs sooo veryyy loud. HEHH. i was pissed off bcoz i cant find anyting nice to drink in my fridge. deres absolutely no nice drinks. urgh!! luckily found cookies n cream ice cream. so i find difficulties tryin to scoop it. i used plastic spoon at first. (i was soo dumb) n it broke. used metal spoon..but it bended..like really bended. haaha. now on the fone with ira again.den sabrina is under her block with her cousin. yapp tis made me laugh :

ira : ehk aku nak amek jacket ar . aku tk pakai _____.
me: HAHAHAHAH!! SIAK!!
ira :hahaha....ehk,sabrina gi cross padang tu buat per sey. HuaHua!!
me: HUAKK!!
ira : ehk, kau nak tau aper tak?
me: aper?
ira : tadi aku ingatkan tuu sabrina seyy ..padahal tu orang mamak maner enth nga jalan!
me: HAAHAHAHAHHAHAAAH!! SERIOUS??!! HUAHUAKKK!!!!
ira : haahaahahaahahahah!!!!

den now on the fone bck w ira. heeh. soo, i swear im damn freaking bored ryte now. hehh. cant believe i spilled plain water n my carpet. lol. my room is in a total messed. clothes everywhere arnd the place. hehh. hrmm..i needa save $$. my cash is like decreasing everyday. but deres still alot of things to get. i still needa find my top fer the class pit. i wanna get my contact lense oso. needa get shades. my shades jux broke. hmm.. i oso needa save coz i wanna get a rabbit!! haha. yea~ soo tis fri, i wanna skip choir. i wanna go to Griffiths Pri. fer the P6 bazaar. wooo~ my brothaa seyy! huakk. den at nite, hes gona have his prom. coool. lolx. so im currently watching tis love story. gosh...i cried. *tears*. the same situation as whut im facing. lol coincidently. hahah. k uh. got nuttin else to say. ** i promise you dat my next post wil you all about 'YOU'. yess. the whole post, im gonna say everything . letting it out. cant stand it . urgh... kk. bye peeplxz! :B

~xoxo~

MJ ~

2009-10-31T19:16:00.000-07:00

Michael Jackson~

This Is It

Helllooooooooooooo World !! :D

hahah. hmm..school hols. jus started. hee! early huh? hahhaha.its gonna be awesomeee ... but borin too. i mean..on usual days, you come to skool,meet friends,see him,study...... you spent most of your time in skool. den now, its like , you got the the whole 2 months for yourself. HAHAH! get it, get it?? okay. hmm..im wondering when will i get the class photo n year book. odd sey ~ miss nadiah says that we'll be getting it next year. haha...wookayyy... oh ya! did i mention, i am goin to 2A1 next year? YAA. IM GOIN 2A1 NEXT YEAR !!! WOOOO!! happy nyerr !! hahah!! I LOVE MY 1A1 SOOOO THE DAMN BLOODY MUCH Y'KNOW!!! butt..deres gona be like some changes. like some people from 1a2 (eeeeee!) coming over 2A1 oso next year. BLODDY HELL AR ! I DUN WAN SIA!! i jux want it tio stay 37 people ONLY!! urghh!! &&& I HATE 1A2 MALAY GIRLS!!! SHITT!! GET A LIFE AR !! =.= kk enough.

soo on fri, skool ended at 10am but ms nadiah dragged till 10.15. mr yeo was not with us for a few days due to his newborn baby boyy!! congrats mr yeo! hehe! soo went to CS w babes,epy n syaii. went to food culture to have brunch. haha! sooo..we ate n chatt. after eating nana n su went of first. *huggged* heh! went to the toilet...talk talk talk. me n sab was suppose to go back to skool fer choir. den sumore sab wanted to meet her mom oso. soo me, sab n fie went off. hugged again. LOL! i was like "im soo gona miss you the damn bloody much!" den ira was "ala..we will meet up whut. you needa pass me 'sumtink' rytee?!" hahahaah!! den we walked off. met sab's mom at interchange. her mom n fie wated to photocopy the result slip. den we walked till afgan dere. so went sab's house fer awhile to get her things den she came to mine's. Soo, went fer choir. CHOIR was BORIN. i was like soo damn tired! keep on singing .... and singing....and singing.. i was joking arnd with cassandra n roxanne. i was soooooooo damnnnn bored at that time duno whut to do. soo took out my fone n texted iswan fer awhile. den he told me to go n sing oso. o_O. like regrett like dat. joined choir. but actually okayy la. during some time only. sang till sore throat. lol. yeaa~ den after choir camwhored in the toilet w sab. & got home.

Yesterday : went to the singapore flyer w family. the ride was coool. kinda scary at first uh. im afraid of heghts okayy! xD so were like in the same cabin w other poeple( im not sure if its called a cabin. HEH! ala..its the thing that you go in to ride the flyer laa. ). then there is tis particular guy..k wait..ill call him a boy. he wanted to like ... action ar infront of me. he was talking like a sum big guy or sumtink. n hes jokess were supaaaaaaaar lame. he wanted to be funny like dat. he was like looking ar. than my brotha stared back. den scared. i think he sec 2. hes jus disgusting. eeeew! wanna step handsome. eeeee! i'll get goose bumbs jus remembering his face. eeeyerrr!! CHANGE SUBJECT!!! kk. den after the ride, ate at popeyes. after eating den went off. but before goin off, i met tis magician. Nick. yea~ seriously he was a real mgician. he showed me a few tricks. i was like OMG. he made a coin floated from the ground to his hands. and dere were cards and other things. den he thought me tis cool trick. Hahaha! hes oso kinda cute. k sha tup ! -.- soo, wanted to go to TM but den my sis fell asleep in the cab. den went straight home. den at night,arnd 7++, my mom asked me whether wanna watch MJ THIS IS IT later late at night at 12am. den i was like "DUHH! OFCOURSE!!" so if its 12am...dat means its like the next day alredy which is today. get it? no? den ur problem. LOL! k . soo i waited till 10++. was otp w ira and we were laughing like hell. listen to THRILLER but indian version w english subtitles. laugh my heart out!! HAHAHAH!!

Tis morning at 12 am : the show was 12++ n we got dere by 12. all the shops was closed except the cinema n the arcade. cool~ its like my 2nd time goin to the movies soo late. hahah! soon collected the tickets den went in. i was laughing at my bro hu tried to the moonwalk n danced to thriller. DAMN FUNNY! huakkkk! denn denn the movie started. i concentrated 101%. i was like singin along to all the songs. ^^ den my mom was " you see..all his songs you noe , you remember. den studies, dun wan to remember. forget. haiyooo!" i told my mom i didnt put in effort to remember all his songs whutt. its like..i keep listening to it den originally i remembered. HAHAH!! the show was thrilling! some parts i even cried seyy. aww..i miss that guy. sad he had to leave. D; my brotha slept half way. but i woke him up a little. but still sleep back. lol. kk. DENN, wen the show ended,me and my brotha was the first to stand up from our seats. suddenly everybody was clapping. i was soo damn shocked. they were like all clapping. every single one of them. i just smiled. during that time i wasnt facing the screen. den my brotha sit down back. DEN DEN in the end i got to noe that we was'nt clapping for me. but it was for the show. i wasnt looking at the screen den didnt noe mj's face was dere dat made evrybody applouded. DAMN PAISEH ~~ hahahahahahaha!! cool eperience anyway. k shhhhhhh! got home. wet straight to comp. go facebook.heee~ tired , den fell asleep while on the comp. :B

today , now : when i woke up..my jacket was still on n my body ache all over. hmm..time fer a massage! YAY! goin w aunt soon ~ ^^ im pissed off with my maid! i wanted to eat breakfast. den i ate the milo cereal dat one. then people eat dat w milk whutt. so when i look in my frigde, deres tis milk fer old poeple one. the skimmed milk. taste like ..eww. den find inside cupboard. have milk. i shouted. i told my maid alot of times alredy if the previous carton finish , straight away go open new one den put inside fridge so that it'll be cold. ya ya ya ya her head! den no choice i had to use the not-cold-milk. eat abit den not nice. den i left it on the table ar. urghhh! -.- -,- whuteva la. hmm..my whole family is currently not at home. all go to my cousin's. my cousin getting merried today. heh! congrats! im lazy to follow dem so stayed at home. my legs are currently numb. sitting for long hours alredy. hahaah. now..i duno whut to do. i feel like goin out today. but lazy ar. i heard dat fie cut her hair redy. I WANNA SEE! hehh .

hmmmm...justin bieber had his new single out on iTUNES. 'Love Me'. soooo coool. waitt..i'm thinking of whut else i wanna say...waitttt........... oh ya! cant wait fer class pit yaww!! gona be funn ! ^^ i needa get new contact lense. both brown n purple expired alredy...sad. any kind-hearted person willing to get it for me?? K NVRM. ahahahaha! i also need to go shopping soon. out of clothes to wear. yuppp. k ar. i guess i got nuttin much to say alredy. see you when i see you. LOL! byeee~ :B

MJ , JB & NSN ROXXXXX YAWWWW!!!!

i hate my life ~

2009-10-23T07:00:00.000-07:00

Hi people. hmm.....before i start, i would like everyone to noe..dat im a 'looser'. yes,,a LOOSER.

i hate talking about my EOY results. im gonna tell you tis one time. only. . I FAILED MOST OF MY SUBJECTS . k sha tup. i duno why i flopped soooo badly. i just need a feww more marks to pass those fished papers. urghh...it gets me so upset jus thinking of it. spoiledmymood. sumtimes i wonder whutt it feels like to pass all subjects...hmm dream on haney ~. seeing friends make achievements made me feel happy fer dem..but what to do..i suck. loosar. im not gona elaborate tis shitt further. see you peeps in 2A1 next year.....if i make it . haneysuckhaneysuckhaneysuckhaneysuckhaneysuckhaneysuckhaney~

today was okayy.as usual. * SKIPPED THE PART : GOIN THRU EXAMS PAPERS * malay was fun. mdm sharmila showed us tis malay show. hahhahaha. funney seh. den after lessons, me, fei, n sab went home straight coz me n sab had to come back to skool fer choir. den walked. fie went home. i actually tot of goin back first but den sab say i go to her house first (coz she ned to take her scores) den afterwords come to mines. soo yeah. did it. den before goin to school, we went to T1 to grab donuts. i was like cravinggg fer someee. hehehe. soo, choir was boring. we sing,sang,sung. lol. kk. denn..went to T1 again wif cassandra n sab to get donuts again coz cass n my mom wants it oso. hahaha. yeaa~. den bought ice chocolate. fought wif sab. she wanted to have it all. hhahhahahahhaah. lolol. dennn...got in the bus n went home. k done.

at home. hahahaha. cool. i really bonded wif Danial. (my brotha).yeaa. heh! it was ...funny. ahahaha. soo, Dan n i was playing wif lights. his light was blue. mines obviously white. den we're like inside my room. kinda dark. coz its like arnd 6+. den we were talking about halloween n ghost bla bla bla. denn denn deres like tis big mirror in my room. so Dan was looking at the mirror n was playing wif the blue light. i was on the bed listening to music pluss playing wif my white light. so i told him to look at mirror n put the light directly under his face..but dun on it first. den he did. soo once i told him to on the light which was under his face....he screamed. i wasnt looking at that time. soo i wass damnnn shockk. terperanjatt. HAHA! i was like 'whuttthehoneyy!?' he said we was shocked..to see himself in the mirror. he looked scary. hahahaha. fell into laughter. heh! hmm...im kinda hungry..but i dun feel like eating. im damn lazyy now n i wont talk further. SO..c ya. -.-

NSN / JB roxxx... ;D

2009-10-14T20:02:00.000-07:00

U NI CURLY!! [hahhaaha]

Me = Chocoholic ♥

NeverShoutNever

♥♥

NeverShoutNever

♥♥

Justin Bieber ♥

Justin Bieber ♥

Hellooooo Souls!!

lol. hmm...its been long sinse i've last updated my blog.
HEH! i,ve been kinda lazy these daes. hahah! hmmm..anyway,
im kinda obsessed wif NSN n JB. hehehe
they're like, soooooooooooooooooo cute. HUAKK!!!!
LOVEEEEEEEE DEMM!! xDD

School was.....okay. had art exam. hmm last paper seyy!! hehe!
fer art, we were given dried chilli each den had to do observational drawing.
i can tell you, its hard. the chilli dat was given to me had a funny shape. so does ira's. HAHA!
so did it fer 75 mins [1hr 15min] but i ended 30 mins earlier. den sleep.
shiooookk! lol. den after skool my babes went to tm to had breakfast but i didnt follow.
need to go home early. accompanied sab to buy prata n tosei <<>
andd went home. den straight to the compp. HEE!:B

hmmm..now, im boredd. i ve got nuttin to do.
currently listening to 'one less lonely girl'. i jux love the music vid. sweeet!
haha. had to feed my sis jux now coz mom's not at home n grandma's cooking. maid wen to shop.
damn messy~ her food was all over her mouth. LOL im not good at tis.
Soo, since exams are over... IM FREE! YAYY!! :DD
can gooo out. enjoyyy! hahahaah! hmm..goin jalan raye wif ex-griffithsians tmr.
den next day go SENTOSA, siloso beach! HEHEH!
CAN'T WAIT CAN'T WAIT !!!
hahaah..soo anybody wanna bring me out?? <>
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!! lol.
i seriously duno whutt happened. i duno why. but strangely..its different..
to me, your not the same way how you used to be. haizz...nvrm denn........

SOOO...ive got nuttin much to say. will be updating tmr yeaa.
if im not lazy. huahua! :B

BYEE LOVESS !!! ~

ugh...omfg....whuteva... :B

2009-09-06T02:51:00.000-07:00

haiyaa.....very very the bored ryte now...as always. didnt update last few weeks. HEH. i was seperated from my lappie..my aunt brought it to JB. hee. k. nvrm. deres like alot to say and i dunno where to start. hmm..im just happie i got over both guys redy. hee! i wanna start the habit of 'not liking any guys'. well...i mus.huahua. im trying okayy....im now getting the hang of using n managing my blog. soon, i'll do whut ever i can with tis blog ; private it or sumtink. i wanna learnt it on my own. heh! as i said : i dun care whut people think. laugh at me or anythink i dun giv a shitt. i wanna hang out. to fie(if ure reading tis ;) when you wana go out? mayb on tues? text me or anytink asap yea? k. today the whole day have been folding clothes. my mom wanna clear up my wardrobe. its like in a mess. verryy messy. hee. i've kinda got a new pet. well...it act not an animal. its an alien or whuteva. it has 3 eyes,170 legs and its only inch long. im serious.not joking. i'll take a pic of it to proof it. heh.kayy...im so bored..ive got more to say..but..im supar lazy. heehee. see ya suckers. :B

Damn~

2009-09-01T04:13:00.000-07:00

shootz.....today was really kinda borin. i didnt get t go out wif fie. ughh....damn irritatatin uhh!
my mom's like nt givin me freedom. shitt uh. shes like being soo protective. but sumtimes, hmm...over protective. as i say, I NEED SPACE!.im growing up. haizz...missed all the fun they had jux now. UGHH! .......im jus soo looking forward to tis sept hols yaw. plainning to meet my ex frens. den watch moveis together. yay! cant wait cant wait!! heh. maybe watching G-force. hee!! i jux cant get over you ..... ughh... i actually got nuttin much to say redy arr..fcuk. to all my ex friends(i dun care if ure reading tis or not but i juz wana say...) : i miss yo guys soo much! will meet up sumtime yea?! gee..i miss last year...dont you? huakkkk!! kk. haizz.... im juz waiting for him to msg me...quick la...tk sabar ni... tmr skool startin late. i wana go to skool wif fie tmr. i'll walk to ur place den we go to skool yea fie? o ya.....today sumtink happen to fie and apek. heh! tank god i all ended today. gee! :B havin tuition ltr. mom's gone to geylang. good thing not at home ltr during tuition. k. done. sha tup.see ya, asses.

i need a soulmate....

2009-08-31T04:17:00.000-07:00

haiz....tday was kinda fun. had teachers day celebration. the thing exciting for me was wen Elson came back to skool. i was like alredy shouting like mad when i saw him step out from his car. OMG OMG!!! shouting like i've never seen him before....so whut? i dun care a fish to whut others think. if you understand me, den good. i was suppose to take picures wif him but apparently ............ ugh....nvrm...gets me mad when i think of it. i dun care wad you think of me now. im hu i am. good luck trying soo hard on changing me....well , you cant. i'll always be me. you'll be you. you ur self also tak betol. dun say people wen ure much more worser get it? biatch. fuck u lar! the conesert wen on. there was tis part wen 'Boy A' was performing.. gee.. soo cute. lolx. i should not talk abt it. dangerous. after celebration me and fie wen off...goin to griffiths yaw! walked dere. suparr tiring. but.....hmm....lets jux say we did sumtink dat was not supose to do. heh. its between me n fie. you wana noe,askher lohh..k fine. whuteva. me n fie was the 1st one to reach skool apart from others. we sat. we walk. we talk cock. den suddenly the guys from our skool came :hadly,syed,sulaiman,ija hao. talk talk talk, sudenly i said "ehh, to Husaini ngan Aleem ehk?" den the guys was like : maner maner?! hahahax!!den dey ran, soo confidenly liddhat. den act not dem. HAAA!! paiseyy!! den scold me. the guys was like plying soccer, soo violently. waiiiiiitttteeeeedddddd......... den Hizkil came. haha. one after one arrived. but...we're like allowed to go in only at 1.45 and its still like 11++. haish...nvrm soo went to slaack. again, the boys were playing soccer till residents all scold. super bored. during dat time ... i was already starring at him. lolx.lets make it clear : him / Boy B is the same person. get it? k. soo i wanna cut it short. i slack arnd wif him and others..den...my mom called ask to go home like by 3. i was wad the Shittt? uggghhhh!!... cnt i jus spend time wif dem?...once awhile see dem oni waddd.. haizz. nvrm. dunwan to argue. den told everybody i ws goin home. fie and adilla was begging for me not to leave but no choice ma... heh! walked home alone...sad. haizzz. i juz want you noe my feelings towards you. yes i was blind before to treat you dat way...sry yea?.. is juz dat you look EXACTLY the same as Boy A..ugh...i shll not ellaborate further den.. iloveyou... i love today. i rocks hard core... i mean its fun....okfinewhuteva.. i got nuttin much to say. so bye bitches.

2009-08-29T09:59:00.000-07:00

everydays getting much weirder......my moms acting differently...shitzz. i dun think i got dat 'thing'. see..... recovering..each day getting better. my only 'cure' is listening/watching to MJ's and being alone. i noe MJ's dead. so whut? hes music will live forever (copyrighted). i dun give a shitt to whut peole think yea. days change. situation change. people change. dats all i can say for now. wad im saying ryte now...if it doesnt make sense to you...den you'll have to try harder to understand it. wait....i dun care. besides..people dun come to ma blog anyway..soo. im acting very weird these few daes and i dun care whut people think. nenek is suparr irritating now. ugh... i need people to understand me.gimme space.care for my needs. huh......dream on. im never gettin all tis. i get verry frustrated easily these few days.. personal reasons. sumtimes , i even wanted to scream. i did it once dat time at the beach. during dat time, i really calm myself down. coz i was alone. i sat at the edge of the water,take beep breaths,close my eyes...and relax. im gona do it sooner/later tis year. anyways,its kinda late and im getting tired.need eat med den sleep. people's nagging again .....again..... haizz...bye suckers

wish me luck yea....

2009-08-28T03:58:00.000-07:00

Hai peeps!! ive been very bsy wif sum 'things' lately.
and im like soo damn sick....i mean..
IM VERY VERY THE SICK!....have not been attending skool
for few daes ready due to my condition(am i talking to formal? haha..OMG)
stayed at home doin nuttin much.all i did was :
lie on bed,sleep,watch tv,bathe,eat lotz of med,go toilet,got irritated by sis,
all the random random stuff uh..
i had high fever,flu,cough,sore throat,head ache.(take note of these symptoms)

it all started on tues... i was very fished up for sum reasons.
got really stress up. hated mr chai. the lessons fer dat dae was soosoo borin.
bla bla bla....after skool,was having cca. i was soo damn
close wif Janine,Cassandra and Roxanne. Roxanne helping me takin MJ songs YAW!!
hahax! anwayzx,before goin for choir, i was already having slight fever
and very bad sore throat. i told Min but he says its nuttin. so i didnt cared much.
it got alot worser while i was otw home. felt supaaarr dizzy.
when i got home, i went straight to my bed and collapse..[whoa..damn formal]
took temperture : 39.4 !
felt lke dying. duno whut to do, den i lie on my bed until break fast.
my mum told me i had to sweat alot. GEE.... sweat sweat sweat ! til supaar wet. lolx
had to sleep in the living room : the room i feared most.
lucky grandma was staying uplate watchin indon drama. haizz....at last she still need to sleep
so she went in the room n left me alone. she tot i slept but..
im having INSOMNIA. haha! jkn jkn. cant sleep during dat particular day.
next day.....woke up, su msged me askin whether im comin
to skool anot today,but i replied her msg late. HEH! :B
nana text askin why i didnt come today : same thing i told her: havin high fever.
my mom woke up askin me to eat med : PILL summore!
i...where can swallow pill? from small seyy i scared..i have tis feeling dat whenever
i wanna swallow pill,it'll get stuck in ma throat,den i have to go fer
OPERATION . eeee...
so the pill she crush it till it became powderish den she'll add water and i had to
swallow it. YUCK!! but deres nuttin i can do. lolx
but...i did force my self to do it later on..[to swallow big big plls]
and i did!
i swallowed it!! YAYY!!!
an achievement for Haney!!
*!clap hands!*

!!!!!!!FORWARD!!!!!

Today...tis morning..ms nadiah called me askin boout my condition...blablabla..
i was brought to polyclinic. my maid oso sick.
nenek ajak me go dere. once reached the place,at the entrance,
deres some nurse,checking. they ask me whether i had fever,flu,caough,sore throat.
i said yes. den dey gave me a mask. from dat point i alredy felt like crying.
u noe..its weird ryte..when you enter a clinic and when dey ask you whether u have dis sickness,
and all the sickness dey mention is the same as whut ure havin.. eu noe....
its awkward....
before meeting the doctor, i was alredy crying : i dun wan injection!!!
met the doctor. the first thing he asked "whut are you having?"
i told him : "i have fever,flu,cough n abit of sore throat. he stopped writting den looked at me.
he said : "are you sure??"
i said yes. so he talked, i talked den he say he took some sample
of my saliva den he said he need to check it.
coz......he said.....i might get......H1N1. n dat spot i was crying like hell.
i was talking to my self for a while..lolx..i keep on saying i DONT have it. dat doctor foolng arnd.
i dun wan get it.......
i dun wana go away.......
i was crying the whole day.......

haizz....

but whut if......

nvrm..i dun wana talk bout it ready..... wish me luck people....

anywayzx , today is Muhaimin's bdae.

HAPPY BDAE MIN!

k la.....

i duno whut to say redy...

buaii...

ps. i wont be bloggin for a long time.....i guess...

mayb..forever...mayb not. haizz

iloveyou people...

supaaaaaaar lazyy!!!

2009-08-09T04:55:00.000-07:00

Hey Yaw!! sorry for not posting for such a long time. HEH!

ben kinda lazy now daes! lolx

Currently watching NDP at home.Was suppose to go out wif Yaya & Fiefie

: (Nana : Fie Changed our Nick)

But its gona be soo damn packed at Marina berage/barage(duno spell Xp)

HUAHUA!!

Ira went to Msia. waa..miss her laughter..LOLx!

soo bored at home now.

I wanna See My loves ones ASAP!! :

Kakak Karlyn

Erwyn

Ellesya(Nt sure of the spelling ;X )

Emelya

Aunty Suz

Aunty Sheila

Kak Anje

Izzati

Mama Mel

Papa Latif

Ricky

Mummy Ann

HUAK!!

nuttin much to say actually.

heh!

i miss MJ & Elson!!!

k larr people!!

BUAIII!!!

boredom ; imissyou..

2009-08-01T09:16:00.000-07:00

HEYY!...its gona be a short post...

Todae was nuttin much. Stayed at home the whole dae.

I wanna go out..but i lazy uh. Hee!

Maybe tmr i goin out watchin movie or sumtink..

but i wanna go sumwhere far...hmm....

I played my PSP like for the

whole dae seyy.HAHAXX! duno why...suddenly oni.

I havent eaten till now..hungry.. but i want loose weight... Xp

Anywayx, i miss hym soo damn much..

he left us,..me..for like a week ready...hiazz....i wana cry,but i cant..

i jux miss hym alot..i didnt even get to say goodbye..

wads left is all his pics i took...and the chocolate he gave me...

i still havent eaten it...im keeping it till..

duno wen...haiz..i just took it out from the freezer. HAHAH!..

hes juz impossible to forget.....

sigh....till missin you....

K lar..i wana sleep ready..it like 12.34am.

Nitez people...

PS. : imstilllovingyou...cantgetyouoff...

HuaHuaHua!!!

2009-07-31T05:50:00.000-07:00

Heyy Yaw!! hahaha! Anyways,today was quite fun ar..

lessons per normal today. ACE was kinda boring.

we did our project thingy on environment.hee! its kinda cool ar.

I jux cant wait till next week when Ms Nadiah is

bringing me and my Babes to Starbucks....mmm...yummy..

omg cant wait!!!!!

History's quite fun in the end. Mr Lim was like soo engross

wif his teaching..while im not. Changed seat wif Min

coz i wanted to seat wif Tiffany and Ira.I nearly fall asleep but den

Kai Xin s like soo irritating and i keep laughing at

Tiff's jokes. HAHAHA!! Ira was flipping thru the text book den she found the

page on China thingy...

I asked Tiffany to teach me some simple chinese words n she did.

Mr Lim showed us some crap videos.

lolx. was laughing like hell!!

Maths was as usual....as boring as always that Mr GaChee.

King Of Reflection. He was born to collect those.. -_-

Went to computer lab for Malay. gona keep it short :

Some *BIG* person is like soo fuckin irritatin!

F you!!!

Choir's the best! theres like tis photo takin session wif everyone.

YAY!!! i'll atleast have a picture of *Peter Pan*!

woohoo!! at last!!

hiazz....dasar Gay.. hmm

waitin fer my ncc girls..lamer seyy

got damn hungry till i eat ALOT. blenje si curry skali..HAHA!! no offense

wait wait wait..quite bored..den me n sab got nuttin better

to do. soo we go kacau tha pakcik jual nasi. keep on calling him until he irritated.

HUAK!! took snaps wif Hafizudin and my gals came.

wait for dem tot dey want goback together but they all goin home late.

soo me and sab went to the bus stop.

Sabrina jalan mcm makcik seyy!! pey lambat!!

sampai bus pun kne tinggal .HAIyooo!

waaaitiiiing.........

another bus came BUT soo damn packed!!

i got super fished up coz i was like soodamn late.have to e back home on time.

if not kena scolding.

i went off.sab tot i wanted to walk home..den suddenly i stop a cab.

she was like soo shock but oso excited. LolX!

in the cab otw home,saw *Hamzi Future*

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

proberbly Ira will..like..HAHAHA!!

laughing laughin like hell.

lolx

k..im done.....

BUAII!!!!

Tis is my first time blogging! huahua!

2009-07-30T07:24:00.001-07:00

Hey Yaw!! haha!! its my first time bloging *blushes* soo..yea..

i wanna say tanx to Yan for helping me. lolx..

Anyways,im kinda bored...jux finish on th fone wif Ira & Yan.

haizz.....got nuttin much too say..havent eaten.

quite hungry now,..but got nuttin to eat. sad..k la..till here.

wana sleep ready. dun wan sleep soo late..coz

have been hearing stories from my babez saying dat.........

k nvrm den.HUAHUA!!

BUAII!!

imisselson....so much..